happenings

on the side note.

2010-09-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

anyway did I mention that my birthday just went pass, like without a blink?!

well it did. to top it off, I kinda spent it quietly. which is like a breathe of fresh air. but I kinda miss having it with my friends.

I just don't get it. why is that everybody I know, expect me to celebrate my birthday?! when they know I'm like the world most laziest, most procrastinator. I utterly refuse to plan anything, cos I am simply lazy!

well, I guess no use grumbling now, that it is all over.
but I already feel I'm like freaking old lar..! 25 man. Oh.My.God!
a quarter of a century man! soon, I will reach my 30s & you will see lots of wrinkles on my face.
scary man.
now, I know why some people are crazy over cosmetic surgery. just the thought of being old & wrinkle-ly is kinda scary!

every year. my birthday. crap. getting older & older. & come to think of it, I kinda achieve nothing.
if I were to compare myself to girls/human beings my age, I'm like the most immature adult alive. and to top it of, kinda useless.

Seriously, I think I can just simply commit suicide! -.-

crap. 25 years old already.
think to be left on the shelf.

it's been awhile.

2010-09-27T14:31:00.001+08:00

yes totally been a long time since I've been on blogger or even ludicrousme.

what can I?! I've been a busy girl. From school to parties. I guess that blogging just got pushed back to my pea-sized brain.

so to update what's going on in my uber ever boring life right now.

currently, I'm serving my attachment for NYP, at Sanmina-SCI (the manufacturers behind the brand).
doing some administrative work.
how do I say this, let's say, when I'm lucky I get alot of things to do,if not I will most probably rot my way throughout the day.
best of all, although there is internet service, Facebook & other media related website is a big no-no. 'cos they are worried about sensitive information being leaked out to their competitors.

I should be happy with what I have now, twitter & the occasional blogging.
it is a good way to re-start blogging now, especially when I have to rot the whole day doing nothing.
but I will have to be aware of 'small people' & have to constantly wearing some kind of armor.
oh cmon, I think I've made it very clear-cut about what I'm talking if, you're that dense.

office politics & whatever nots.
on top of that, somehow I have to deal with slow processor speed. which in fact, it's driving me nuts. they load slow, boot up slow & to escape detection from big boss, they somehow move sloweeerrr... idiotic desktop.

so that actually sums up what I've been doing for the time being. :)

it's christmas

2009-12-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

it's christmas eve now.
& I'm like still at Stanley's house..LOL

guess wat's the good news.
I've received by iTouch today!
woo hoo....damn happy..

well gotta go. & have my dinner.
& I think that I might be ended up at Powerhouse later.
hahhahahahaha...

itouch

2009-12-21T23:24:00.003+08:00

woohoo..
finally..
managed to get myself something this year.
& trust me,
I didn't even get anything for my 24th birthday lar.
so guess it just make up for all the present for myself.. (:

so drum roll please..

hehehe..
I finally gotten something expensive..
sourcing it for like god who knows when.
& I always been procrastinating that I will not get that,
cos, I will have to install another program in my laptop.
as you see, I got enough of it when I was using my old mp3 player from Sony.

so now, I should really just slap myself.
so enough of the smokescreen people..

I just order myself a iPod Touch..
woohoo..
darn expensive lar.. :S
I got a 32gb of iTouch.
cost me a whopping 468bucks..omg..
& I can't even buy its condom. :(
goddamit man.

but on the bright side,
I'm so looking forward to Christmas Eve!
cos, that's the day that my touchy will be arriving..!
:)

back with a vengence.

2009-12-12T18:16:00.002+08:00

yes i know.i've disappear for wayy too long.
Last post was like in sept.
While i was still happily doing attachment for ednovation.

So now for a quick update.
I got pull out of attachment due to poor result.
Thus,it have too stopped my plans of going to beijing with the rest of the gang.

So now,i'm spending a lonely christmas & new year working my ass off just to pass time.
on the bright side.
I will be making lotsa $$$ & maybe fulfill some dreams or another.LOL
think of prolly getting an itouch.
cos been using Daniel's itouch. & it kinda grows on me.
especially the wifi part.
but the battery usage is damn damn fast!!

so people..
I need your opinion man...

1 month has passed.

2009-10-29T01:01:00.003+08:00

wow.
it's been a month since I've last updated.

mostly, I've been doing nothing during the holidays.
just slack my days away or just working during the weekends.
okay, maybe going crazzzyyy with the clubbing thing.

so updates.
technically, I've failed 3 3rd year modules.
so the sad news is that, I can't graduated with the rest of them.
I kinda had to retain for another semester (6 bloody months).
I can't do my modules concurring with Final Year Project (FYP),
as I, apparently failed too many modules.

so ultimately, I have shitty timetable.
which is like only filled up with 3 modules.
& only Monday makes going to school more worthwhile.
cos Monday is Lab Day!
total of 6 hours of lab with 2 different modules.

other than that is just 1 hr of lectures.
with the exception of no class on Tuesday.
no wonder, people find it hard to come school to repeat modules.
it's really shitty.

the most interesting stuff.

2009-09-25T13:53:00.003+08:00

apparently,
I've managed to win something with some company that is filled with indians.

they told me I won a traveling package, who knows how much for.
& I can use it for free traveling.

ya.
I was trying to decipher some indians language they were speaking while trying to process what is it all about exactly.
so when the sales person, a she, was talking to me.
she keeps saying ok.

den when I told her I'm kinda busy & I need to get off the phone,
their project manager, a he, went through with what she has said.

it was fun initially,
hearing them talk.
but it gets boring after awhile.
so,

I just made up some cock & story,
saying I gotta fly over to some island for some business.
& won't be free.

cmon,
by now, I would already know you are a fake,
when you tell me to verify my address to you.
maybe my mistake was to bluff them that I was working instead of studying.

dumb people.
ohh the name of company.

RELAX CONCEPT PTE LTD
loacted at Genting Warehouse near Macpherson Road, near Simens.
please I've been to that place.
it's ain't fine!

the she was Tine.
he.
I got tired of this facade,
& forgot to ask his name.

what the heck.

2009-09-22T23:12:00.005+08:00

1st of all,
of all my 'long' holidays,
I've gotta have gastric flu as my sickness.
like so what the hell.

2ndly,
my nice lappy just like to keep giving me problems on some debugger thing on Visual Studio.
which I had uninstalled it like soo long time ago.

so now,
I implore any kind soul that.
whoever can help me.
which I deadly, really need it right away.
to fix this problem for me.
before I do go insane that,
everytime I go into my downloads folder,
it would automatically logged me out.
cos of some explorer.exe thingy.

24th. 1 more to a quarter.

2009-09-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

sadly.
it's my 24th birthday today.

I just want to complained that,
I can't really go clubbing or whatsoever.
but however,
I was able to spend my dinner/remaining night away with my friends.

their presence were a joy to me.
we had great food & I thank them for the present they had given me.
:)

but I had to say.
my 24th begin with lotsa mishap!
1st,
my nice phone was down with battery & the sound would not work.
2nd,
I nearly lost my wallet while making my way to meet them for dinner.
3rd,
I nearly lost my brother's phone after taking a break in the ladies.

it's like wow,
it was really wonderful, with lotsa nearly.
guess it was the unlucky lucky that I've encounter.
but at least,
I managed to retrieve all the things & not lost anything.
:D

overall,
it was a good day spent. :)
thanks to all the good wishes. :D

New Shows!

2009-09-14T12:26:00.005+08:00

I'm so gonna be sleeping late again.
somemore at such a curical timing.

reason:
all my favorite shows ARE BACK!!!
yay.
:)

Supernatural, Ghost Whisperer, Gossip Girls, Heroes, CSIs, American's Next Top Model, So You Think You Can Dance.

plus a new show, The Vampire Diaries.
woohoo.
see..look at all these shows.
I'm so not gonna sleep as early as possible.

suddenly I feel that having a MP3 Player that plays video is not a bad idea after all.
& having a portable hard disk as well.
so yep.
here's the 2 think I would like for..hmmm..I don't know.
SOON? I guess?

P.S: did I mention that my colleagues, Xiaoqing, Maurice Tan, & Angeline pang seh me today??
well apparently their sup was sick, thus they don't have to report today.#$%^&*(
sian..I'm like eating alone now & staring at the com.
wondering how long more will I get the chance to use the computer with INTERNET. ):

1st week of attachment.

2009-09-11T10:57:00.002+08:00

doing print print print of certificates.
for 'cute' K2 students.

somehow or rather.
this name, Ignatius.
keeps appearing.
guess it's the new HOT name!!

kinda reminds me of the Harry Potter book.
one of the brothers is call this.

but kinda sad..
cos after that I'm like going somewhere where there's no internet for me.
*cries*

think i'm gonna have withdrawal symptoms soon.
:(

1st week of September

2009-09-06T06:37:00.005+08:00

ya I know.
it's like the month of september.
& not a single entry is being written until now.

hahaha.
don worry,
you will slowly see it up here.

hmm..
where got I start.

year 3.1 is about to come to an end.
finished my exams wayy earlier then the rest of my clique.
which means 'longer' holiday.

but unfortunately no.
it just ended up that my 'long' holiday becomes so short that,
I don't even have time to rest,
to nuah at home/bed.

however,
on the brighter note.
I kinda managed to know where I am heading for my 3months attachment.
it will be at some ulu place, near ubi(eunos).

imagine that.
everyday travel to the 'headache' ubi area.
just to make sure you get yourself trapped in the traffic jam.
not even hailing a cab would even help.

but, I've got a few peeps I know are attached to the same company as I.
weehooo.
not bad right.
but damn.
I'm just dead afraid what it may comes.
what kinda workload will they give us.
will I be able to even function there.

*shudders*

mother, mother. where art thou mother?

2009-08-19T00:42:00.003+08:00

yep..
my mum/parents is/are back from the China trip.

however,
the more shocking news is,
my mum is going away to Johor or KL or whatever for a week later.
like wow right?

so yep.
I'm like motherless for like almost 3weeks.

nice~.
but sad to say.
I kinda miss my mum. :p

Level 10

2009-08-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

did something darn exciting today.

something that I would never ever try before. sort of in my entire life.
which I am like putting myself at risk.

well, ok it's not so over the top.
I'm only putting my stomach at risk.

that is,
I went to Singapore Flying Club to try their buffalo wings.
they have actually like different levels of spiciness.
apparently as the level goes up, so is their spiciness.

so, yep.
my virgin taste of buffalo wings goes to LEVEL 10.
the ultimate spiciness on the menu.

there goes without saying,
my lips turn red after finding just 1 WING.
it's not spicy anymore.
it's more of the numb feeling settle in your mouth.

but it was utterly enjoyable.
& I know the right person to ask to try the wings.

anywae it's highly recommend that the things you try before you die.
BUT on the high note.

PLEASE PLEASE. do not try the chicken wings with an empty stomach.
it would very much kill you.
especially, if you do have the habit of starving yourself before meals. :p

Cuihui Childcare.

2009-08-11T19:52:00.005+08:00

greetings to all.
Cuihui Childcare places is up for grabs.
It will only be available from 11th August - 18th August.
While stocks last.
Terms & condition apply.

In fine print: Although laundry will be taken care of, however Cuihui Childcare Services will be in no liability to take care of your needs (meals & entertainment).

E71

2009-07-10T01:07:00.002+08:00

As some you guys know,
I was using a Samsung F480 phone.

well.
just last night, I got a mail from Starhub.
they are giving me voucher worth 200bucks!
woohoo..

not bad right.
which means,
it will kinda entitle me to get a new phone.

well 1 needs as many phone possible.
you know for backup.

so the 1st time came to my mind was E71.
actually I was thinking of BB Bold.
but, I kinda know it was WAYYY out of my budget.
so left with no choice,
I have to settle for something sorta the same.

so yep.
now, you are looking at the new proud owner for the E71, Black Steel.
weeEeeeee.

guilty

2009-06-29T18:26:00.004+08:00

hmm..
just read Ting's blog.

yep.
am guilty as charge.

I never once did ever lie to you or anyone.
how often did you asked me out?
yes I never did called you out.cos I'm always broke during the weekends.
which coincidentally which you are always free.

what are close friends for? or BFF for?
forgive each other when mistakes are made.
I know I am always late.
yes it's my fault.

you never talk to me about it.
never asked how come I seem to always be able to go out with my poly friends, rather than you.

why do you think whenever I'm in town,
I always make a point to take a trip down to where you work,
so that I can just chat with you. to see you.

you always said chill in Starbucks.
I really can't afford the luxury to afford a drink in Starbucks.
how do you think I would feel if I always reject you every single time.
don't you think I really don't want to join you in chilling out session?

truth to be told.
I'm only 'rich' during like Monday - Wednesday.
did you know,
after clubbing with you on Wednesday.
what did I do?
I stayed at home all day.
all the way till Monday. when I get my allowance.

yes you may asked me, why aren't I looking for work.
who would want to hire a person who is might available on weekends.
& can only work for like 2-3 months?

I know on my part.
I never take the chance to msn/message you.
I'm sorry for that part.
but it does takes 2 hands to clap.

I am sorry for being a bad friend.
& if you still think what I have written are all lies.
I really don't know how to convince you.

I don't really know to start by messaging you.
so guess I'll just write it out here.

I am deeply sorry.

oops.

2009-06-25T05:25:00.002+08:00

gosh.

I kinda just realize that,
some people were infected with H1N1 in Butter.

hahaha.
don't worry people.
I am still sane, well & alive.

so yep.
don't think I've got the virus.
:)

play & played.

2009-06-25T04:58:00.007+08:00

just manage to grab the pictures from Aly.

went Club Play like last week.
they were having this Andro Hunt.

wow.
after seeing those Andros,
I can say.
they are really.
OMG.

I don't know whether to term them as butches or lesbians or straights.
'cos they can be anything.
with their looks I mean.

so yep.
it's pictures time.

anyway,
as you have noticed.
we took pictures with Rebecca Tan.
OMG.
she is really hot.
& skinny.
didn't managed to take any pictures with Irene Ang thou.
no idea where she run of to.

come to think of it.
I was like a hardcore clubber for that week.
Buttered on Wednesday.
Sentosa-ed on Thursday Morning.
Played on Thursday Night.

really packed schedule I had.
well not as packed as Janice's.
Redang on Friday Night.

craziness.
well at least I managed to get a near BURNT during Sentosa. :)

so anyway,
without further ado.
click on the pictures to find out.
:)

goddamn IE.

2009-06-24T04:08:00.003+08:00

I hate my IE now.

it's like giving me nonsensical problems.
which I have no idea what the hell is going on.

it could just suddenly say that something's wrong with my network,
then cannot get to the site I wanna go.

should I just go ahead & change to Google Chrome?
& risk all the favorites that I've saved??

damn the STUPID IE.
stop bloody giving me problems can?/span>

it starts from PastaMania

2009-06-16T03:05:00.007+08:00

I shall let the pictures do the talking ya.

so this is what I did during the start of my 2wks break.
& to remind you.
this is only the 1st day.
haha.

met up with Janice & Aly for tanning initially,
but ended up having a walk in town & cam-whoring.

so enjoy them on facebook.
:)
so click on it.

torn contacts.

2009-06-11T03:20:00.004+08:00

did you see that..

did you freaking see that??
oh my god lar!
I freaking tore my contacts while rinsing with solution.
best of all, it's not even a month's old!
wat the heck right.

I tell you.
oh my gawd lar.
it's like the last pair somemore.

what's worse.
my damn mother does not want to buy me another, nor reimburse me.

tough luck.

MONEY.
when are you ever gonna drop from the sky to my feet?

Choreo Mad

2009-06-08T01:22:00.007+08:00

Ne-Yo - Mad

Alvin De Castro's Ne-Yo - Because of You

Kenny Nick Trent's Ne-Yo - Because of You

Alvin De Castro's Beyonce - Halo

been watching So You Think You Can Dance Season 5.
well.
kinda brought back memories about dancing.
I'm no dancer.
but Hani is.

always watched her performed for her competitions.
which I truly enjoyed it alot.
whether school performances or outside.

so yup, here's all the videos you can feast ur eyes on.
:)

past dealings.

2009-06-03T01:28:00.004+08:00

been sick since last Friday.
I called it the FFC combos.
which literally means
Flu, Fever & Cough. in that order.

needless to say,
it blew into full blown fever on Monday.
thus, bullied into seeing a doc by my mum.
2days of MC.
which equalviant of nothing.

mock interview on Tuesday.
stupid IAD on Wednesday.

but at least I did myself justice in coming for that interview.
but half of the time,
my nerves get better of me.
resulting in senseless rumblings & biting my own tongue.

which leave Thursday.
didn't schooled.
was still sick.
still fever-ed.
wanted to extend MC.
but unfortunately went too late to extend.
so na-dah.

Friday.
schooled.
did nothing much.
codings are still not making sense to me.
wanna scream at netbeans.
dying from it.

on the side note,
met up with CHAN YI HUA. like finally.
ok she's called Rae.
dinner-ed. gossips. & pictures.

so up.
that's how I managed to spend my wkdays away.

Museum(s)

2009-05-27T00:52:00.008+08:00

rawr!
the moment Aly & stepped into Marina Square.
things were not going our way.

food at Mac's was sucky, especially the fries.
food at GV was sucky, cos of the cheesy pasta.

BUT.
the good thing that came out from all the sucky thing is that.
we caught Night at the Museum 2!

it is definitely more in-depth than the previous one.
the ending was great.
the exhibits were able to move around at night without worrying about their secret.
just that poor Rexy (the dinosaur) have to act totally like a robotic exhibit.

oohh..anyway I found out something interesting while watching the movie.
Jonas Brothers have actually a cameo appearance in the movie.
they are the flying cupids or Cherubim.
& they break into songs when they see Larry & Amelia.
LOL.

guess how I noticed it was them?
cos of Joe Jonas's face.
so prominent.
then, I noticed 2 curly hair who were Nick & Kevin.
LOL.
I was laughing out real loud when I saw it was them.

I also love the Bobbleheads Albert Einstein.
they are so so crazily cute.
especially with the bobbling heads. :p

"that's the way uh-huh uh-huh.
I like it uh-huh."

but just ask to say.
there are definitely alot of parts that really funny.
not to be miss!

so anyway,
I would recommend to watch this movie.
but not on weekends.
LOL.

next on the list.

DRAG ME TO HELL.

before I forgot what my point is.
I just want to say that.
after watching this show.
it gives me the vibe to go to museum again.

I used to visit Singapore Museum.
be it arts or just the normal or the pernankan museum.
I kinda hope I can visit the Louvre Museum or the Smithsonian Museum.

someday perhaps.
:D

I just had to put a scary pic first!
MUHAHAHHA.
cos that old lady really scare the hell out of me.
I kinda even got the wallpaper size.
but I just refused to save it.
LOL.

FOUND!

2009-05-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

yay.
found the specs.
under the pile of cloths that I have manage to pile it at the foot of my bed.

hidden away from view.
which I could nearly sit on it.
but,
thankfully my arse wasn't that big enough!

:D

where are you?

2009-05-25T23:45:00.003+08:00

MISSING!

Black Spectacles.
Been around since Mid-last year.
A few scratches here & there.

Last seen in my room. somewhere near the messy study table.

If found, please contact me IMMEDIATELY.
Thank You for your cooperation.

craziness.

2009-05-25T00:04:00.005+08:00

went clubbing on Friday night.
to Rebel.

place not bad.
but it's like the crowd disperse damn fast.
saw Sarah & Keith there.

oohhh..please do not get the wrong idea.
it was with compliment from fattyTeo.

guess what?
for the FIRST time in my life,
I've been asked by a caucasian!!
omg lar.
okay, he only wanted to buy me a drink.
but guess I wasn't that much interested in drinking.
hahha.

so yep.
Saturday.

went over to Amelyn's house for her blogshop photoshoot.
nice experience for standing still infront of a camera,
not feeling awkward.
so ya,
kudos to those models.
ohh well.
maybe I'm just camera shy.

from the photoshoot,
I kinda found out that I am SUPER FAT in front of camera.
so nope, no pictures from the photoshoot.
dead embarrassing.

but,
I kinda look forward for the next photoshoot.
'cos it was really kinda fun.
:)

edited:

here's the pictures I took with Jacelyn,
for Amelyn's blogshop.
do support her, when you see something you like! (:

Orange is...

2009-05-22T03:29:00.005+08:00

Finally I have discover what is the meaning of some colors.

Eric. this post is for you.

I found out that some colors are not what they seems to be.
for example,

Orange is Lust.
Pink is Sadness.
Red is Murder

so finally,
I now know that Eric is a lusty boy!
tsk tsk.
Eric arr!!
aiyo..shame on you.

I bet that he is most likely to shake his head & says,
what the hell.
no lor.

but unfortunately,
this is so true.
you can always head down to Far East & take a look.
don't believe.
ask Aly.
she saw it too!

tsk tsk.
now we all know.

Angels and Demons

2009-05-21T03:43:00.003+08:00

This is Aly.
the one in Grey. she's my part time boyf.

came back from watching Angels & Demons with Aly.
the movie was not bad.

I was kinda disappointed.
maybe it's that I have read the book first before watching the show.

somehow,
some of the elements were different.

but the gist of it is still there.
seriously,
I really love the churches there.
it's like a piece of art.
would love to visit Rome someday.

speaking of Art.
Science center is exhibiting a very famous artists' art!
yep.
it's Da Vinci that I am talking about.

maybe it's because of the Da Vinci code that made me interested of his works.
ya sure, I am not a arty farty person.
but I don't mind being explore in area of studies.

+ they are gonna show what Mona Lisa actually look like.
FINALLY. especially with my own eyes.

think the entry fee is around 15bucks.
&& the exhibition is till August.

guess my bed is calling my name right now.
shall make a move first.
:)

irritating school

2009-05-19T14:42:00.014+08:00

school network just suck like mad.

I can never sign in to MSN or just play Facebook in peace.

the only time it can never have any problem is when,
I am at level one.
or when the school has near to no people around.

when will the problem stop being a problem!?

!@#$%^&**&^%$#@

near death.

2009-05-19T14:42:00.013+08:00

I am like slowly falling asleep in some lecture that I don't have.
think it is database.

didn't sleep last night/this morning.
cos I have a freaking communnication skills presentation.
I cannot be late.
if I am late, 20% will be deduct from my marks.

for people who don't have any idea why I am so worry about that.
this is the reason.

I have absolutely no talent in doing Public Speaking.
even though I came a prestige girls' school.
that has unfortunately taught me nothing.

I was having a bundle of nerves on the floor.
really can hear myself mumbling about those words.
whold body was shaking terribly.
seriously,
I thought I was about to drop dead.

so yep,
the opening speech was a totally failure.
closing speech,
well it wasn't so great.
but it was definitely better than the opening part.

well.
I managed to score points in being the best dressed.
but not my public speaking.

damn those fears.
just want to get rid of the fears I have.
I just want to feel confident speaking on the floor.

Yep.
this is the new sexy that just caught my eye.

his initial look wasn't that wow,
but somehow, his look grows on me.
eeehh.
kinda don't remember what is his name.

but he acted in the latest Korean Drama.
the Korean version of Meteor Garden.
elements are the same.
just the this time,
the guys are definitely better looking than,
Jerry Yan, Vaness Wu, Ken Zhu & last guy I forgot his name. call zai zai.

doesn't he look kinda cute?

so anyway, I said that I never slept for the whole day.
guess what did I do?
I painted my nails.
superb right?
somemore in a very difficult color.
purplish-red.

:)
somehow,
I'm quite happy with my skills.
except for minor screw ups.

now I have to get back to my lecture-cum-lala land.
cos if I were to continue,
it will never end with just words & no pictures.

:)

FINALLY.

2009-05-08T18:43:00.001+08:00

Mas Selamat is finally caught...!

like after one year..
somemore caught him in JB..

so like wat the hell..
I'm like beginning to think he really swam there..
-.-

being 17 & wolverine.

2009-05-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

woots.
I tell you.
Aly is really like my part time boyfriend.

as you can tell from the title above,
been watching movie together.

17 Again..
woots..
ZAC EFRON is FUCKING HOT!!!
my six pack kinda guy..
woots.
think both of us are like practically DROOLING over him!
hot bod. definitely.

so,
apart from can't keep our eyes peel off his body.
the movie was quite nice.
where some of the times I was like screaming,
when Zac was gonna do something weird & crazy.

so now next we move on to Wolverine.

Wolverine.
hmm..
I just love how the story goes.
well I did.
cos I managed to know why he can't remember his previous life,
that is if you have watched X1 or X2.

just quite sad that he lost his memory of his wife.
& forgetting the fact that,
Aly saw a 'hump-like' thingy,
at his crotch area.
which makes us laugh out loud totally.

oohhyaa..
We are like damn excited for Angels and Demons to come on screen.
& not forgetting Night at the Museum 2.
& & the most important thing of all.
HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE.

& which reminds me..
ERIC & ALY has still yet to return me my books..
where is it ar?

Thank You

2009-04-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

Mad,

I noe you might probably rolled ur eyes when u see this.

I am not the person you think I am.

I cried for the mistake I made, cried for being so gut-less to apologise, cried for being unable to face u.

the MAIN fact is that I was ashamed to face you, wondering whether u will accept my apology.

but now, i know, you thought of me as such heartless ignorant person.

Thank you for being a friend for 2 years.

sociopath

2009-04-25T00:30:00.003+08:00

a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience.

hmm..just finished watching Criminal Minds.
previously was watching CSI:New York.

they were talking about that.
well just that those sociopath are dead scary that's all.

hope I will NEVER EVER meet these kinda person.
:|

gut-less.

2009-04-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

suddenly feel that I was worth a whole load of bull.

I always try to be do my best in everything.
but unfortunately, after today, I truly realize I am bullshitting to myself.

I very much want to apologize.
but it just seems that I do not know how to start the whole conversation.

aye...who am I kidding.
I am just good for nothing..
who don't know how to apologise at the right timing...

boring.

2009-04-10T01:50:00.002+08:00

ya so here I am visiting blogger & updating about the mundane things that are happening to me.

let's see..
apart from going to school everyday.
I've watched alot of movies, shows.
basically I am really bored to death.

but then,
somehow, nothing can keep me apart from me & my lovely bed.

so here you go.
I am truly leading a boring life.
which was the downside.

so the down-downside is,
school is reopening for session soon.
like on the 20th.

damn...
new class..new people.
sian...
ohh..well...I'm sure I'll survive it all..
cos I will still get to see lotsa of my classmates. E7(s)!

:)

FMO 09/10

2009-03-27T01:19:00.004+08:00

damn busy nowadays.

I miss tanning with Aly over at Tampines Swimming Complex.
don't worry Ting, I haven't forgotten about you yet.

not enough sleep.
always wanted to wake up in time to reach school by 10.
ended up always late.
no matter how early I've sleep.

yet to find a real job which I can pay my overdue phone bills.
damn.

Admin in FMO.
ya...
I'm like the senior.
hate to say this.
I swapped Liping with Yew Chuan.
'cos she can't really commit.
due to her family problems.

hate to see her go.
she could've done better than she thinks she is.
just relax girl.

now. Admin is a guy.
reminds me of Joel.
LOLx...
overall not bad.
just his grammatical quite problematic.
but overall..not bad.
see how he can handle when budget or logistic comes.
LOL..

tired alrdy..
nitez den.

neglected one.

2009-03-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

in school right now.
feeling damn sick.
no appetite.

somehow or rather.
I feel that I'm kinda the 1 who always get forgotten easily.
even when I'm sitting like next to them,
they don't notice me.

kinda sad.
if you really think about it.
or is it that I am damn too quiet already.

but it's weird that people have this mindset.
that's I'm loud & able to make friends instanteously.
weird huh.

haiz.
guess I'm really that complicated deep down.
hmm..
I do want to change like people think I am suppose to be.
but,
somehow, sometimes,
I just feel damn left out.

think I just don't like the feeling of being left out.
even if I'm not part of something.
I feel that I do want to know as well.

suddenly, it seems so conflicting isn't it?

I wanna die.
it's so damn cold here.
& my body is aching.
feverish.
damn..
tomorrow got camp.
& I wanna follow my lil' brother to interview tomorrow.
how to split myself into 2?

am I really that important?
I guess not.
time for self reflecting I guess.

6am.

2009-03-11T05:50:00.003+08:00

it's bloody 6am.
& I'm still not asleep.
well, technically I am lying on my bed.

going to blade later at ECP.
hahaha.
it's my 3rd time there.
hope I have not lost my skills yet.

went tann last Sat.
with Shihui & Aly.
got burnt.
shoulders only.

intend to tann again on Sun.
with Teo & his friends.
ended up we arrived too late at One°15.
some club at Sentosa.
membership thanks to Teo's friend.
but pity the sun was setting by the time we reached there.

saw quite a number of 'rich' cars 'lying' around the club's carpark.
we kinda even got off the car to take pictures with those 'rich' cars.
I'm just darn lazy to post it.
so perhaps another time.

after that,
attended Teo's friend's chalet.
unhappiness.
caught him hiding 1 corner smoking.
should applaud him for hiding 1 corner.
but,
watever lar.

shall not elaborate on that.
'cos the scene ended up cold & ugly.

10 Mar.
went for some lappy training for IT Fair.
after training went to Shihui's house to slack.
came back with a bag, filled with cloths.
I kinda look as if I found gold.
along with me,
was Aly.
gold,gold,gold.
time to clear my wardrobe soon.

gonna be real busy for IT Fair.
hope I can sell lotsa laptop.
I wanna see the real money start rolling in.
*keep rollin',rollin'*

I guess I better sleep now.
otherwise I can't move for roller blading later.
hahaha. lame me.
-.-

I'm slow.

2009-03-06T01:05:00.002+08:00

yaya..
I know I am slow.

yes. it's 2009 now.
I know my post is still dated like in somewhere in 2008.

first of all,
let me clarify this.
my laptop was in & out of the hospital like 3times in Fujitsu.
not forgetting,
my lappy sure knows when is the best time to break down.
during my animation project.
damn.
thus, it made me damn bloody lazy to post anything.
muhahahha..

so now, fast forward to today.

exams are over.
end of year 2.
year 3.
I'm so not prepared ok.
never mind.
wait for another 2 weeks, results will be out.

went Genting with my classmates straight after our last paper.
craziness. I know.
but it was damn fun.
with the rides & all.
I really wanna do the rollercoaster.
but it was being repaired.
even the vertical wasn't gonna give me a chance.
cos it suddened rained.
& none of my friends were willing to take a risk,
getting their heads riped off.

1 week has passed since my holidays have started.
laze around in bed all day & all night.
watched all my CSIs.
& not forgetting.
I played Audition.
hahaha...lame. I know.
but what to do.
gotta try new things you know.

gonna be real busy during the holidays.
training the new batch of OGLs.
hopefully, can get some real work with real money coming in.
tann under the sun. with either Aly or Yuting.

so what did I did the whole of today?
basically, nothing.
woke up at 11am.
cos of my mens. -.-
watched CSIs all the till now.

tomorrow.
gonna interview those new OGLs.
see who's gonna make the cut.
hahaha.

Obama?

2008-12-27T00:41:00.002+08:00

guess wat people.?

lately, I think I'm seeing way too much of Obama on tv!

Cold Case, House.

oh, wait.
it's only 2!

but why?
I'm not saying I have something against Obama.

but it's like,
since he has been elected to be the new president of America..

why is he keep appearing on tv show?
even before he was truly elected..?

hmm...?
I wonder.

laziness

2008-12-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

this 2wks break is so not working for me.

I am deluded to tossing ard my bed till wee hours in the morning,
and ended up to wake up at 5pm in the arfternoon.

the jobs are not coming, even when I just keep whining about it.

projects, damn! they are a waste to do during the holidays.
cost accounting, infocomm security, animation for interactive media and whatever not,
are just piling up.

not forgetting,
my x'mas gone!
can't buy a single shit for myself,
or even any1 else.

but on the bright side,
pork is healing nicely, but just can't go tanning with Ting. damn.
I dyed my whole head dark chestnut brown, many thanks to Teo's DIY.
(now it's just brown for my head, which indeed covered my highlights. LOVE)
I can guess I'm getting slimming with waking up at 5pm everyday.
(skipping of breakfast & lunch)

so ya.
my 2wks break are a goner.
den next what?
I can't celebrate my NEW YEAR nicely right.
damn & which includes Chinese New Year.
=(

a fool

2008-12-05T00:11:00.002+08:00

I feel such a fool.
why do I have to believe your word for it?
& all you can say is just 'orh'!

when you are feeling sad, angry or whatever,
I try to make you feel better.

den what happens if I were to feel sad or disappointed,
you don't know what to do?

maybe I shouldn't take your words seriously.
cos your words carry no weight in them.

I feel like a fool.
who's waiting by the side for something to happen.
&
just getting disappointed in the end.

when will I wake up from this dream?

BIA.

2008-12-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

hello.
like finally.
Im back into blogging.
Guess I'm wayyy tooo 'busy' for blogging.

lotsa things had happened.
but don't worry I shall cut the whole story short to,
my night cycling at ECP.

I had an accident while cycling at ECP.
fortunately,
I am still alive enough to type this post.

but not so fortunate,
in terms of my 'beautiful' legs.
had an accident you see.
which I have no idea how I managed to fall off from.

anyway, I don't think I wanna elaborate more about my injury & all.
so I'll let the pictures do the talking.
oh ya,
I've named the part of my injured leg as pork.
so here's pork.

the whole view of the deepest wound of my leg.

here's pork saying hello.

P.S: BIA = Back In Action.
=)
cya peeps.

it's rising!

2008-11-11T03:03:00.001+08:00

prices of Watermelons & Rockmelons are on the rise.

people.
please stop eating them.

eat other fruits.
it will help just as much as watermelons & rockmelons.

bimbotic emough?
=)
hope so.
hahahaha...

old old post.

2008-11-03T23:52:00.008+08:00

finally,
I shall get my hands to stop being lazy,
& start typing those insane-ly lazy fingers to work.

you will not believe how GOOD this shit is.
it's something like POPIAH, but the skin is made of egg.

Exactly like your normal popiah fillings, just that it's a fresh not cooked veggies.

got it at some 'roadside hawker'.
aly & I were wow-ing over it.

it is really nice.

date taken: 19 September.

it's official.

2008-11-03T15:52:00.003+08:00

yes.
it's official.

I'm officially,
damn, bloody lazy to blog.

now, wat are you thinking ting?
omg.
=p

I've lost my blogging vibe, period.
what's wrong?

too many things to blog.
all cramp up together.
den I have to slowly find every single thing back-to-back to blog..

oh my,
these are all hard work.
help me, pretty please.
=))

so like, watever.

2008-11-01T03:31:00.003+08:00

YES, you can tell from the tone that I am,
really pissed.

fine if you don wanna come,
den I'm not gonna force you.
cos you said you are lazy.

but wat does that make you,
when you tell me that you are going to JB.

it's like,
I'm asking you to hang ard in Singapore,
yet you choose to go JB.
den wat the fuck did you have to say that,
YOU ARE LAZY.

oh,
izzit that you suddenly,
feel so hardworking that you wanna go to JB.

then,
I rather you not tell me that you are going to JB.

ever thought how that will made me feel.
wat if that were to be happened to you?
you will feel 爽 izzit?

yes 我很不爽.
yes I am angry & disappointing.
I won't deny it.

it's like somewhere where you know,
yet you can tell me you are going to JB.
wat the heck.

I find it extremely fark up that you told,
you feel lazy to go out,
没有心理准备.
y do u need to be prepare.
to sing in the pub.
tot you are a seasoned singer?

but I can't figure out is,
you tell me,
you are lazy to go out,
& after that you are going to JB.
watever lar.
okay, do watever you want.

reminisces

2008-10-10T01:26:00.003+08:00

it's FRIDAY now.
it's gonna be my last day at OUB.
not forgetting it's Kaylene girl's last day as well (her's on thursday thou')

I so will miss the geeky people I've made.
Andy(s) & Kaylene.

I will miss our Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday together.
with lotsa photo taking.
Mr. Teo 'disturbing' Kaylene.
Andy Snr disturbing Mr. Teo.
Me watching the show between Mr. Teo & Kaylene.

we were still doing the same shit as always.
picture taking and 'disturbance' between Mr. Teo & Kaylene were exchanged.

but Mr. Teo 'proposed' something funny though.
'cos since it was Kaylene's last day.
he was requesting Kaylene to give a thank you speech to all of us.

I tell you, it ended in tears.
Tears of laughter.

so we ended up reminisces how we got to know to each other.
LOL.
dead hilarious.

anywae,
it's a slow day at work today.
I was kinda surfing through my past blog post.

I've realized that.
I'm seriously duper emo during my post in Nov'07.
like wow.
all the feelings of sadness came flooding back & whatever not.
kinda sad I mean.

Kaylene was telling me that,
I made her think of how it was when she ended her previous r/s.
hahaha..
seriously girl.
I don't think I'm such a good descriptive writer.period.
hahaha.

school's gonna start 3 days' time.
excited, yet a drag.
weird uh.

P.S: where are the pictures Kaylene?
faster send it to me. =p

leading a boring life.

2008-10-08T01:17:00.002+08:00

I know.
I havan't been blogging for quite awhile.

reason due to.
simply, I have nothing to blog about.
how sad is that?

well,
since I'm here blogging away.
I gotta have something nice to say.
so let's hope I do.

anywae.
I just came back from ECP with Mr. Teo
it seems that there's some processions going on.
something to do with some gods.
The Ninth Emperor. or 九王爷.

seriously,
I do not know who the heck that guy is.
but I do know.
he requires his followers to follow lotsa strict vegetarian diets & incense burning.

but he is not my main concern.
my main concern however is,
it's TUESDAY.
which means is

GELARE day! HALF PRICED WAFFLES.

as usual,
I always missed this day.

I've been waiting for so long.
the last Gelare Waffles I had was my 22nd b'day!
which is like practically a year ago.
like OMFG.

I wonder.
when's my waffles gonna come.

Hari Raya...Puasa?

2008-10-02T02:22:00.005+08:00

it's the 1st day of Hari Raya.

I'm stuck working at a deadliest part of Singapore called,
Central Business District.
commonly known to all lovely Singaporeans as
CBD Area.

normally,
no 1 will have the right mind to shop in that area,
as there will not be any single souls workin there.

however,
I was proven wrong today.
'cos the Starhub branch at OUB is open for business.

all of us thought,
there will be no people,
but surprisingly,
there are!

but all the same,
time passed slower as usual.
& before long.
the 3 of us start cam-whoring.
Kaylene, Mr Teo & Me.

guess how much bored we are when I post up the pictures later.

I did mention that it's really 'ulu' in OUB.
but it's a different case once you stepped out of the building.

it's utterly filled with ah nehs.
OMG.
all start taking pictures with the 'eat right' board.
sitting on the grass patch.
and being 'indian-ly'.

urgh.
I shall not go on abt this.
let the pictures do the talking!
=)

tell me if you like it! =)

did I tell you guys that I was extremely bored out of my wits that I took a photo that makes me wanna scream?!
here's the pic.

I think I can see his butt crack, along with his protruding tummy! disgusting.

F1.

2008-09-29T04:39:00.005+08:00

okay.
this is so totally un-related to Formula 1.

but today, or rather yesterday was the main race.
wanted to watch the race.
but we gave up on the idea.
cos,
it will be utterly fill with people craning their necks to see wat's happening.

we as in,
my new friend found while I was working in OUB.
Andy is his name.
Mr Teo is what I address him.
as there are 2 Andy(s) in OUB.

so we, ended up hanging at Orchard instead.
walking from Wheelock to Central at Clarke Quay.
so now,
let the pictures do the talking.

well you could say we are utterly bored on our ride home.

Lateness.

2008-09-26T23:41:00.004+08:00

I got hunt down for being late for work on Wednesday.

okay.
it was totally my fault.
cos I couldn't wake up in time for work.

fine.
penalize me for being late for 30mins.
penalize me for doing it the 2nd time.

but,
I am trying my best to be early whenever I come for work.

it's only that day of the ENTIRE week that I was late.
oh yes, it is totally all my fault.
I get it.

but what I absolutely hate it is,
Rachel, the Store Manager.

a DISGUSTING 2 faced BITCH.

it's a wonder that I've always hated those who worked in OFFICES.
*no offends to my dear friends.*

sit in the office for the whole day.
still want to snatch those seats for their own.
chiong like mad to take that particular train home.
you will still get home in the end.
difference is just late or early.
when the train is full.
you can't get in means you can't get in.
no matter how PENCIL THIN you are.

ok back to that person, Rachel.

yes, I know I've done something wrong.
& I saw it coming for the complaint that I MIGHT get in the eventually.
but,
you don't put on a 'pleasant' face to me,
after writing a nice 'recommendation' letter of me.
I seriously do not mind u just give me attitude all day.
'cos I already knew that I was at a fault.

I think maybe this is pointless.
cos the bottom line is,
I just detest the POLITICS that are always happening in OFFICES.
it's just might as well,
they join the debate session for PRESIDENCY.

well, on the other hand.
I met up with Eeling & Yuan Yuan for lunch today.
think it was something called the East Asian Kitchen?
had this sour & spicy noodles which took egons to reach my table.

enough of the rantings that I've made.
it's pictures time.
noodles & my punch card.

sour & spicy

I have no idea why my punch card is so weird.
usually i'll just put it in,
then it will just print the time out.

Ordinary Humans with Extraordinary Powers.

2008-09-25T00:37:00.005+08:00

yes.
you read it correctly.

HEROES is back!!

& thus, it made me sleep late.
late for work.
have dark circles 'round my eyes.
have hideous eye bags.

but the show,
is seriously worth it.
the twist.
the additional new heroes.
the breakthrough of how they got the powers.

I can't wait for the next episode.
Fringe is also HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.
The Mentalist as well.

shows I've been waiting for.
are finally back.
Gossip Girl, sends the good 'ol Serena BACK.
CSI: Miami, Haratio is alive.
Secret Diary of a Call Girl, Belle is dating someone out of her client list.
not forgetting.
Supernatural, Dean is brought back from HELL.

ok. meanwhile,
I shall wait PATIENTLY for shows like.
CSI.
Pushing Daisies.
Ghost Whisperer.

timetable.

2008-09-24T01:14:00.002+08:00

just found out that my timetable is worst my 2.1!

wat the heck.
tuesday is my free day.
whereas friday is my hardwork day.

& like I've mentioned.
Cost Accounting to top it off with.
along with Networking thingy.

argh.
nice going timetable.

just another post.

2008-09-20T02:01:00.002+08:00

pictures posting of my special day will be up soon.

met up with Aly after work today.
went all the way to Chinatown,
just to buy shampoo.

okay,
I suddenly feel so auntie.
cos, I went there just to get cheaper price for shampoo.

had this really nice egg popiah.
together with a very expensive nasi lemak.

oh ya.
I also just found out wat's my elective.

Cost Accounting.

wtf.
I don't know wat the heck is that.
never touch accounting before in my whole entire life.
unless you count simply discount rate for whatever I buy.

Yuting.
I so will be needing you.
will you be there?
:P

this is IT.

2008-09-18T05:31:00.002+08:00

today is the day.

the most dreadful day has finally arrived.

23 here I come.

soon it will be a quarter of a century that I've lived.
soon, I will be questionning about how I have truly live, & how I live it.

but for now,
I shall enjoy the best I can.
& successfully, graduate frm NYP.

those to those who has wished me greetings.
Aly, Kenn, Lydia, Shihui, Diva & Kengsiang.
(order of msg that I've received.)

& not forgetting
Ting for celebrating for me @Phuture.
Whiskey Coke just taste like Burbon Coke.
-.-

I enjoyed myself,
though it was PACKED.

but netherless,
thank for all the greetings that I've received.

=)

cheerios to the stupid 23.

just speechless.

2008-09-17T14:13:00.002+08:00

am I such a person that I only aim to have that feast?

although you've said it's all nothing but misunderstanding.
but ever thought of how I would feel.

I rather not 'tie' you to my stupid day.
den to hear you just say that,
"hey i think we have feast later when u feel richer. haha."

I would rather you be more decisive in whatever you do.
rather than keep asking me, or anyone else repeatedly wat I/they want,
especially, when I've already said
"I AM OKAY."

how many times do u need a confirmation from a person?
if you are unsure, confirm with the person a day or 2 before the actual meeting day.
then, it won't be like as if you are silly.

if I were to know it would all bring to such troublesome matters,
I would rather not be doing anything on that day.

like I've said,
I rather people make plans,
then to make I plan for it.
'cos I would rather just agree to whatever it is.

well watever it is,
I just suddenly don't have that mood.
thank you very much.

1. and 1 more to go.

2008-09-17T02:42:00.005+08:00

1 more day.

I am so clubbing later.
I wanna do it with a bang.

I bought something for myself today.
something like a treat for me.
which I do it every year.

it's called an,
Epilator.

damn shiok.
hahaha.
I see all THE unwanted hairs all gone.
I'm feel satisfied.

I think I'm a weirdo.
but who cares.
the epilator is cool shit.

I've made Aly wanna get 1 too.
I'm good.
*winks*

2. and it's perfect.

2008-09-16T01:58:00.008+08:00

2 more days.

just in time to get my result.
fortunately,

I PASSED!!

though,
my gpa dropped by 0.2!

argh.
but I am quite happy enough.
that I managed to pass for this sem.

considering that this sem is damn sucky.
you know you know.
so it's kinda lucky for me, to even pass!

anyway newsflash.

BLOODY DIVA GOT A WHOPPING 3 POINTER FOR HIS 1ST EVER SEMESTER PAPER.
A 3 POINTER!
WAT THE HELL RIGHT?

here's the arsehole!

4.

2008-09-14T22:56:00.005+08:00

4 more days.

Samsung Omnia.
You are so gonna be mine.

now, a
black or a

white?

boring. When's my pay coming?

2008-09-11T13:04:00.002+08:00

feeling damn miserable now.

I so am declaring bankruptcy!
damn miserable.

I have to resort to eating bread 2day.
how sad is that.

cos of going to club on friday.
muhahahaha.
serves me right, right?

where are you?
where are you, to filled up the big hole that I am feeling right now.

the new show

2008-09-09T13:19:00.002+08:00

無敵珊寶妹

the new show after

命中注定我愛你.

I haven't start watching yet.
but the preview is like super nice.

and to think they introduce 無敵珊寶妹 in the finale of 命中注定我愛你,
is so smart for the producers to watch 無敵珊寶妹.
nice marketing move.

well will let you guys know how 無敵珊寶妹 is.
=)

a new phone,but ain't mine.

2008-09-08T03:40:00.003+08:00

hehe been using alot of phones for work.
so far, i managed 2 'touched' N95 8GB, E66 & now, the latest model by nokia. N96!
well come feel free 2 ask me how's N96.

I must be utterly bored..
I am using 1 of the test fone & surfing wireless.
I seriously need 2 get my brain checked.
with me not getting enough slp & all.

Think i better head off 2 bed then.
Will try 2update soon.
Toodles.

:)

working in progress

2008-09-07T10:18:00.003+08:00

sorry guys for not updating this useless blog of mine.
been way too busy since the last paper, & not 2mention dead broke.

as a matter me fact, im workin rite now.
it seems im always working for starhub. It's getting kinda boring. & i can't even wake up in the mornings. I seriously think i need 2hibernate @home 2make up 4the loss of energy.

So anyway i hope the short post is enough 2noe wat i've been. Enjoy the hols while it last. Damn those results are so coming lyk 2wks later. Argh..

Well i just hope i won't be failing too badly.
Anyway wanna make a guess where im typing from?

I'm typing while on the way 2work.
Cool rite?
Haha..

a new friend found.

2008-09-01T04:33:00.003+08:00

a new friend found.

we absolutely hate each other.

nah it's just the camera we detest.

this is SHE. vanessa.

been working at Vivo Starhub 2days before my exams.
know her since my 1st day there.

Vanessa's her name.
she cute & short.
sorry for that.
hahaha.
had lotsa fun with her.

she's from RP.
17/18 this year.
a december baby, I think.

photo galore.

2008-08-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

sorry.
I don't have photos related to AGM.
cos I was late & I was lazy to take out my digi cam to take.

BUT.
congrats to the frens I've made through OGL.
for they have proceed to another chapter.
especially those I get to know more through Phat Nite.

Daphne, Zhi Yi, Jin Xian, Husna, Shuhui, Jie Ying, Preet, Maurice Chua & Raymond.
Lynette, Jian Loong, Jingjie, Jon Neo, Michael, Alvin, Jia Pei.
sorry for the rest.
I kinda forget your names.
my bad.

after attending AGM, I headed over to suntec's Comex show.
come to think of it.
it would be a year since I've worked for starhub.
& a year since I've work for roadshow.

Guess you could say I love working for roadshow.
all the fun, time passes fast while working there.
gossiping.
looking at lovely show girls.
well, wat can I say. I really enjoyed working there.

sad to say.
I didn't get the chance to work for this year's Comex.
but FINALLY, I did get my chance to walk around.

visited Mad, Val, Yoji, Wendy, Shihui & Aly.
it was hectic as always.

went to walk ard in Suntec abit with Diva.
did silly things & took silly pics.

can see that we are really bored out of our minds.
hahah wat do you think of the pictures den?

welcome back.

2008-08-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

finally.
after the long-awaited wait.
it has finally return back into my arms.
welcome home.

I was so afraid that you will never ever return back in my arms.
do feel that I missed you so?

it hurts me to see you in pain.
staying at the same time, over & over again.

1 week.
do you realize that I have to beg in order to have you being substitue for that horrendous week?

at last.
you are back to where you are belong.

MY FUJITSU LAPTOP.

interviews

2008-08-15T01:28:00.003+08:00

I am still using my brother's laptop.

my own's not coming back till friday,
or even longer.

on top of that.
I've got an interview coming my way.
this simply is just not my week.

I hate interviews.
I always screw up at interviews.
I get cold feet from interviews.
I would go 'he-he' during interviews.
I would stammer during interviews.
so to summarize,
I suck at interviews.

interviews are just not my thing.
why do I have to go for an interview.
I will be super nervous.
OMG.

I am so going crazy from the thought of it.
Diva said to imgaine that the interviewers are him.
wat a joke.

argh.
wat is the interview for anyway?

on top of that,
I didn't attend the voting.
haha.
well, at least I don't have to moan throughout the session.
=)
but sucks though,
my comm skills paper, gonna flop.

newsflash

2008-08-07T23:07:00.004+08:00

my trusty laptop of 2 years has landed itself in the hospital.
for 3-4 days.

I've got a selfish brother.
which I have to give him a satisfactory reason why I have to use his laptop.
if it is deem unsatisfactory, he would say he has the piority of using.

& most importantly, he has 2 laptops.

nice going right, LITTLE BROTHER.

I Love.

2008-07-22T02:57:00.003+08:00

my parents are going away for a holiday in China in,
8 hrs time.

I know I would love the freedom.
but they are going at the wrong timing.
where Phat Nite & projects are driving me up the wall.

3 more days till Phat Nite.
the committee is like still slackin & like taking it for granted like as if there's still lotsa time.

I am taking for granted that I can always do my projects tomorrow.
when I know, tomorrow never comes.

I seriously hope that everything will be well in the end.
I feel like I am going to de-focus myself any moment.
just feel like giving everything up.

well hope I can still manage to find the strength to continue.
& it seems like suddenly,
I feel I am detached from my frens.
I feel so empty & hollow.

crap the confusion I am having is not helping me.
& it's super bad that I know I can't continue like this.

anyway,
hope that my parents will have a safe trip.

and,
hey you.
get well soon alrights.
exams are coming.

take a deep breathe.

2008-07-21T02:04:00.003+08:00

Me : Primary 1

Me : Secondary 1

shocking isn't it?

talking to Agnes.
was bored out of my mind.
changed my display pic on my MSN.

she was super shocked at those photos.
can you believe?

birthday.

2008-07-21T01:11:00.003+08:00

celebrated Dad's birthday.
we had.

BOTAK JONES.

I didn't realize that there's a Botak Jones near my place.

My Dad's : Lamb Chop (Medium)

My Mum's : Black Pepper Chicken

My Brother's : Cajun Chicken

Mine : Rib Eye (Medium Rare)

how to say.

I've got good taste.
or, rather I've got expensive taste.
oh, did I forget to mention.
my rib eye is 400gms?!
=)

my food cost double of any plate you see here.
muhahaha...

crazy. over 命中注定我愛你.

2008-07-20T15:52:00.010+08:00

been too caught up watching.
命中注定我愛你
OMG.

I am so hooked on the show lar.
started since friday morning till now.
wah.
manage to finish all 18 episode.
now waiting for the remaining unaired episode.

I was like bawling my eyes out since the start of the show till like,
now.
欣怡 is like so poor thing lar.
Diva keep saying I am emo lar.

pls.
I am not emo.
I am a emotional person.
it's just that I wear my heart on my sleeve.
but contradicting is that.
I can hide it not bad.
maybe the only time you will know how I am feeling is when you look me in the eye.
& not knowing,
well not look at me in the eye lar.!

omg.
I tell you.
Dylan is so handsome.
hahaha.
hope Dylan & 欣怡 can be together in the end.
but too bad.
she only has 存希 in her heart & mind.

but really I find 欣怡 is really truly sad.
being label as 便利贴 lar.
make use finish then throw her aside.

but in reality,
almost all of us do that.
seriously, it is a superb show lar.
apart from I keep crying constantly.

now the song right,
it's being keep playing over & over in my head.
99次我爱他.
hahaha...
think I am crazy over the song.

& speaking of songs.
Diva sent me this song.

石欣卉 wo zhi dao wo bian piao liang le - 石欣卉shi xin hui

nice right?
muhahaha...

date.

2008-07-19T23:35:00.003+08:00

woohoo..

just got back from a date with...
Kunhou.

hahaha..
it was such a surprise that he asked me to accompany to get a portable hard disk.

but the silly boy,
bought the wrong 1!

hahaha...
guess he misses his girlfriend. =)
had pastamania.
the banana dessert pizza sucks though.

just as always had the Mariana in White Wine Sauce.
damn nice.
you guys should try it sometime.

after chatting while having dinner.
we decided to go breadtalk.
to grab a cake for my dad..
it's his b'dae tomorrow.

same as my other half, quek.
woots.
happy birthday QUEK.

went home after that.
man, I am leading a montonous life.
I need to get a life.

moodless.

2008-07-18T03:09:00.003+08:00

emo-ing.

moodless.
lacks motivation.
lazy.
can't be bothered.
panicking.
lonely.
feels like crap.

and the list goes on.

1 more week to Phat Nite.
2 more months till the big 23.
3 more months till Semestral Exams.

not forgetting.
3 more days till my parents packed their lovely bags for their China trip.

what sucks more?
1 more week to projects due.
DSA, IP and WPDP.
all coding based.
they are going to suffocate me.

how am I going to complete by next friday?
with Phat Nite event due, it is exactly like those projects.

just freaking kill me.
i.e: push me to death (in any way), stab me, poison me, shoot me.
then, chuck me to the crematorium.
& scatter my ashes down the reservoir, drain, toilet bowls, rubbish chute,
& whatever place you can think of.

I think I am speaking wayy too much to Diva.
his drama queen effect is rubbing on me.

I just feel like,
SHIT.

congratulations

2008-07-18T02:47:00.004+08:00

congrats that you got over it,
recently.

I am glad.

but about being friends part.
it's not about me.
it's about you.

I am always here.
I did tried to talk to you.
replies wasn't that fabulous.

so, I guess that if you think u/we can be friends back.
initative is all it takes.
maybe I am just tired of taking initative in the beginning.
and getting replies that I have not hoped for.

maybe somehow you will know what I was going through,
when I wanna message you & I can't.
fortelling what will happened & everything.

but anyway,
just to say the same thing.
congratulations.

crap, who am I kidding.
I shld just bloody hell die
& gone to hell.

haywire

2008-07-17T03:49:00.002+08:00

why haywire.

I am going through a phase which I think I am going crazy.
been talking wayy too much with Agnes.
I am not saying it's a bad thing or whatsoever.

just saying that it's really nice talking to her.
and it's really fun.
=)

Agnes has been telling me stuff about WJ.
She & LP are worried about him.
apparently, he is only willing to talk to QQ.
Agnes has been trying to get me to talk to him for 2-3days.
I just kept telling her.
I don't wan to talk to him & ended up getting disappointed by his replies.
I am not stupid.
I can tell if I am unwanted in the conversation.
the signs, the replies.

finally, I decided to talk to him.
about his mood.
but somehow,
I've predicted correctly.
he hide behind some kind of mask that he has put on.
and refuse to talk about it.
I've tried, girl.
sorry if I'm not able to help.

well hope that he will stop pushing his friends aways.
cos they really care for him.

ponders now?

2008-07-16T02:01:00.007+08:00

chatted with Agnes & Diva last nite.
hahaha...
too much fun.
hadn't had that in awhile.

talked about alot of stuff.
hidden & stuff that is in the light.

I didn't realize that I'm such an arse in gossiping.
hehe.
well watever it is.

like wat I've told Agnes.

I have to move on.
staying at the same spot,
does no good to any of us.
I have to say this self psycho-ing works wonders sometimes.

wat's done,
cannot be undone.
even though a part of it can't bear to.
but it's a choice that he made.
we can't do anything about it.

I too can't stop him,
if he wants to avoid.
if avoiding makes it easier for him,
then so be it.

I won't deny that I feel sad to see it end this way.
but I have to stop myself thinking of it.
thinking of why is he so persistent & giving up.

I won't deny that,
there's always a part of me wanting to see him.
& not wanting to.

I have no idea how long it will pass,
till I've truly get over it.
but I know I have given up hope in relationship.
maybe it's just not for me at the moment.
maybe I have come in terms that I might have a possibility that,
I might not be in a relationship. period.

like I've said,
I have to move on.
it's just sad that it has to end this way.
after being persuaded & all.

& what I've learnt.
Age does matters.
and it is a problem in everything.

it doesn't help much when I do tink of the times about you.
god damnit.

wonders.

2008-07-15T00:07:00.001+08:00

thinking of what Clarissa & Tidus said about my posting at Danielle's blog.

I don't think I am that daring at all.

all I was just commenting on how I feel about the post.

let's just put that I am an IC aside.
we are just OGLs.
we belong to SIT Club.
it's a WE I am talking about.
not an I.

so what I am an IC?
IC is just a name/title to identify us.
anyone can be an IC.
I remember senior Jeffrey asked me what is OGL.
they are leaders.
so what is the difference between an IC and an OGL?

no difference.
it's just a name.

I choose to reply to Danielle's post.
'cos Danielle is part of OGL.
although I don't really know her that well.
but since I noe her,
she's a friend.
any of us have the right to voice out feelings.
in any way of platform we want to use.

Tidus was telling me that.
I am an IC.
and I will jepordize myself, being an IC, by typing those stuff on her blog.
so? why jepordize?
even if I am not an IC today.
I will still write that same comment.
and you have to agree that from her comments,
she does have friends who support her.
I am just writing how I feel from her post,
and the person who comments those that are unfair.

I just have to say this.
we did not VOLUNTEER to be an EXCOs.
you guys will be HANDPICKING us to REPLACE you.
so just by saying that if we were to be EXCOs,
will be a downfall for SIT Club,
then I will have to say.

Open your eyes bigger,
and select carefully.
The decision lies in your hands.
not OURs.

think carefully before you speak/type.

but on the other hand,
it just makes me wonder.
if they are afraid to be replace & give up the authority.

thank you.

fear.

2008-07-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

crap.
I think I am going to repeat a few modules this sem.

better pull my socks up.
I am so in a dangerous zone now.

I donno how to continue from where I've left off.
alot of things seems yet undone.
& I can feel that death is creeping nxt to me.

help?

Read This.

2008-07-14T01:27:00.004+08:00

click here: a tragic story

I promise that I will move on & stop walking at the same spot.
cos, there are others who are living in a more sad environment than I.
even HE were to truly wanting to avoid me.
I can't do anything about.
I've to move on.
this is just so sad.
I am sorry.
for what has happened.

IKEA.

2008-07-13T22:01:00.004+08:00

it's been so long since I've last visited Ikea.
especially with Alicia.

suddenly, I begin to think that Alicia is my Ikea-kaki.
the last we went, was before WF's b'dae.
& now.
we are back.
things have been different.

Aly is now attached.
while I was attached with WJ & detached within a mth.
quite a feat.
only happens when I was like 18. once too.
& now this.
muahhahaha.

didn't take as much photos of us or the food we were having.
but we did have a lot of fun.
well, aside from Aly being worried over the mood of her boyf.

I had the same thing as always.
Swedish Meatballs.
Chicken Wings.

swedish meatballs.
their sauce is SIMPLY the BEST.
cranberry sauce too.
their chicken wings.
oh man.
it's so juicy.

wat I missed.
the roast beef.
which I think is only available at Ikea Alexandra.
I didn't get to taste the Poached Salmon too.

just as always.
I'm wow over at their designs.
I've set my sights on the quilt selling at 25bucks.
& the covers.

oh my.
the quilts are like so comfortable.
suddenly I can forsee that,
if I were to get the quilts,
I can really stay in bed all day.
& risk getting more letters from school.

we ended our day with heavy stomachs filled with delicious Ikea food.
ta-bao the chicken wings home.
bought the Ikea candy, that really made u can't stop chewing on them.

and here. are the pic I took at Ikea.

Our dream dining table.

My dream room.

presentation & Eric's 18.

2008-07-12T22:35:00.007+08:00

hahah nice ~~big picture~~ right?
edited: it was too big. hehes

we had our comm skills presentation on friday.
which is in fact Eric's 18th birthday.

I think screwed up big time for the presentation.
half of the time I seriously donno what shit I was talking about.
all I noe, I was babbling most of the time.

well, guess in presentation, what I can rely on was my smiles & my voice.
which is useless when I kinda always babbling for nothing.

well moving over from comm skills.
had IP test after.

OMG.
I failed my IP.
7 more marks.
I would have passed.
wat the hell right.

I did alot of careless & silly mistakes.
add in useless codings in as well..
everything was there, but I unfortunately begin to panic at the last min.
thus, resulting in...don't talk about it alrdy.

the teacher was like saying,
she don't even noe how to gif me extra marks.
cos for a mark of 10, I can get a 5.
how bad is that.

so nxt wk.
I will chiong all the way.

the above are the committee doing the backdrop for Phat Nite V.
not bad right the design?
Husna did it..
she's got talent man.
wahahaha...

unfortunately for me, I stayed there for awhile,
den I scott off to celebrate Eric's birthday.

went off to Woodlands Sakae Sushi for dinner.
went to play arcade.
woots.
I played House of the Dead 4.
damn. I died at the beginning of level 3.
I wanna play somemore.

off the rest of them left after cutting Eric's cake.
while, Shihui, Eugene, Eric & me went over to Civic's Plaza for party world.
sing till closing.
den headed for home.

emo-ing

2008-07-10T02:10:00.004+08:00

I suddenly feel so emo now.

how I wish I can just click on IT & type anything I want.
without the feeling of fear of rejection &/or disappointment in the replies.

I wish to say.

"I am bored.
entertain me pls.
hahaha."

or maybe

"can chat?
super sian man.
how come not slping?"

emo-ing.

tell me what I should do.

I do not want to avoid YOU.
BUT, I do not know how to face YOU.

I just want things to be back the way it was.
is it so hard.

help me?
hahaha.
I think I am truly insane.
to say these kind of things.

ok maybe i'll do the talking here.

"hello. how are you?"

crap. I suck. thanks for the reminder.

help?

blank.

2008-07-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

suffering a blank now.

went back to school for Comm Skills project.
didn't wake up in time.
damn sick.
now having block nose.
think I might suffer more block nose after that.

currently thinking of how to start my report & presentation for my elective.
I seriously suck at giving presentation.
I hope that I will do ok.

I am getting nerves from giving a presentation on friday.
after that doing IP test after presentation.
I am so nervous.
I kinda wish that I can talk to HIM about it.

DIVA, I suck, I know.
I so don't need a reminder.

---

in 2.5 months is my birthday.
argh.
getting older.

but right now, this firday is Eric, 小蟑螂's birthday.
his wish of going to kbox for celebration & ton till morning might be granted.
we shall drink till we pass out.
FINALLY, 小蟑螂 is 18.
can club alrdy.
you know we are waiting for this moment for quite some time.
=))

Year 2 Sem 1

2008-07-09T01:29:00.002+08:00

it's going to mark the end of Year 2.1

'cos my Semesteral Exams will start on the 25th & ends on 28th August.
will be at THE SPORTS hall. Again.

omg.
with Internet Programming, Computing Math 2 & Operating System Management.
I so do not know how am I going to pass all of it.
I have to say that, I really suck at theory.

how, how, how?

I am going to be in panic mode.

I've suddenly side-tracked myself from CM2 from alot of things.
IP. OMG. the teacher always remembers me, cos I am always late for her lesson.
OSM. I am great with hands-on but theory wise. I suck, desperately.

holidays will start straight after 28th.
I think I remember some birdie's birthday falls on the 29th August.
either Fuxin or Lijian.
can't remember.

but at least I am going to work after the hols.
yay.

I am looking forward to a new phone.
looking at my options Samsung i900 and a Sony Ericssion. Nokia will still be my top choice.
I am not sure I'm ready for WM (windows mobile).
but looking at i900, it reminds me of iphone.
hate iphone. too commmericalize.

my trusty N73.
I will pray for you survival. don't lose hope ok.
although I can't hear you as great as before.
but picture wise, you are still the best.
Sybiam, I am hooked on you.

I am afraid of WM.
hope i900 will come out a black casing quick.

Hancock

2008-07-08T22:33:00.003+08:00

Diva & Kunhou are the nicest people.
Yong Hwee is a pang seh kia.
I will always remember you yh!!

& to think I still turn up being sick.
you know how bad my flu was.
was practically sneezing non-stop the whole day.
even panadol does NO wonders for me.

We wanted to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan.
at Bishan.
'cos they have my cheesy pasta.

but with YH pang seh us.
we went changed our plans to watch the movie at Marina Square.

trained over to city hall.
passed by Gelare.
a promised waffle, but get it.
but was in a rush to get our tickets.

I just discovered that no one believes a single word I say.
FINALLY, Diva realize that GV does have cheesy pasta.
stupid Diva.

anyway, about Hancock.
it's nice.
like a normal superhero kind.
just that in Hancock, he is highly despise by the people in LA.
but the story behind Hancock is sad at the end.
being with the person can bring great joy & sadness.

went home straight after movie,
as Diva & kh needs to wake up for school early the next day.

---

I don't think I will be able to get a chance to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan.
even if I have the slots open for HIM.
I guess that it's no use.

anyway I donno how to face YOU in school.
I'm afraid to smile & getting disappointed that you did nth in the end.
I'm just afraid.
I donno how to react infront of YOU.
hope that YOUR IAD is still doing fine.

I donno how to chat with YOU on msn.
cos YOU & I got nth to do with each other, sort of.
well at least I am not sad anymore.
just that my lack of motivation is still around.
& I think I hate Thursday.
cos I always can't help myself to see if you are there, near me.

camping

2008-07-08T02:24:00.002+08:00

hahaha.
guess where I was just now?

I was...in SCHOOL...till 1 AM.
was actually rushing my WPDP project.
woo...Eugene is so great lar.
he totally made me change my mind & get me to work on my WPDP.
thanks Eugene. =))

I am so beginning to think I am good at CSS.
hahaha.
now, I am going to work on my flash.
wah...hope I still have my usual spark.

I just feel sad that,
I have no motivation in doing alot of things.
just can't continue like how I used to.
zZz..

so anyway, I stayed in school & within 8 hours I've completed 12 pages.
wow.
but I didn't do any flash.
not forgetting the great company I have.
Shihui & Vanessa.
thank you. =))

there's still IP project, DSA project, Comm Skills project & Innovation & Technology project to do.
wow.
I am so dead.

wish me luck. *grins*

MP3 found.

2008-07-03T00:20:00.002+08:00

OH MY.

My mp3 player is found.

I was super sad that I've lost my mp3.

guess that I have a new goal now.

shall tell you again later.

woohoo, diva maybe you no need to get me a mp3.

maybe a portal hard disk?

*winks*

TOP 10.

2008-07-02T13:43:00.002+08:00

the idea came from Melvyn.

he is tabulating the Top 10 prettiest girls in lecture hall.

it is solely for 06, 07 & 08.

now, Eunice & I have this idea.

TOP 10 Guys in Lecture.
we have it in 2 categories.

Good Looking & Not-So-Good Looking.

Good Looking will be announce here.
while the Not-So-Good Looking will not be announce. but if you are curious.
you can ask me for the scores.

=))

so pass this round.

the TOP 10 guys.

I've been TAGGED.

2008-06-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

小蟑螂 tagged me for his dumb dum questionnaire..! dumb dumb. gimme my gum gum.

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Instuctions: Remove 1 question and replace it with your own.

Tag 8 people, list 'em out at the end of the post

Notify 'em through their tagboard that they've been tagged. [小蟑螂 nvr notify]

1.Who are you chatting with now?: LEE HANWEI. THE DIVA.

2.What do you want the most now?: TO PASS MY POLY LIFE & GET A NEW MP3.

3.What will you be doing at 6pm?: later? JUST NOW OR LATER? JUST NOW: WAS IN SCHOOL SITTING AT PHAT NITE BOOTH. LATER: JUST FINISH SCHOOL. =)

4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?: NOT HATE. ENVIOUS. BUT THEY ARE STILL MY FRIENDS. WE HATE EACH OTHER, DON'T WE. *winks*

5.When do you wish to die?: AS YOUNG AS POSSIBLE. WHEN I'M STILL LOOK LIKE HUMAN.

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?: YES. SEEN 1. A VERY PRETTY SIDE. I BELIEVE GOLD WILL BE WAITING AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE RAINBOW. hehes.

7.What impossible things you would wish to do?: TRAVEL BACK IN TIME, LEARN TO BE INVISIBLE, GREAT SENSE OF HEARING, BE SLIM, BE PRETTY. WHAT TO DO? I AM AN EXTREMELY GREEDY PERSON. hahas.

8.What are your greatest phobia?: TO BE ALONE. WITH NO FRIENDS. OR JUST CANNOT CONNECT TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME.

9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?: THANKFULLY NO. I AM NOT OH-SO-MIGHTY.

10.What if your crush asked you out?: HOW WOULD I KNOW IF THE PERSON IS MY CRUSH? I'M A NICETIE, I WILL SAY YES. PROVIDED I AM FREE FROM ALL ENGAGEMENTS.

11.When was the last time you fell in love?: DO I HAVE TO ANSWER THIS? HMM, WE ALL FALL IN LOVE CONSTANTLY. IT IS HOW WE TERM FALLING IN LOVE.

12.What feeling do you hate the most?: THE ACHING OF LOSING SOMEONE. ANYONE. THE SENSE OF FEELING LOST. BEING DETACHED FROM MY FRIENDS.

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?: IT IS AN OBVIOUSLY STATEMENT. I TREASURE EVERY FRIENDSHIP. WHAT MATTERS THE MOST IS HONESTY BETWEEN FRIENDS.

14.What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?: TANNING WITH THE LOVELY ALICIA. PHAT NITE. BRINGING SMILES TO PEOPLE AROUND ME.

15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?: I AM GREEDY. EVERYONE I KNOW. ESPECIALLY ALL MY FRIENDS. MY FAMILY.

16.List words that describe you?: NIGHT OWL, PIG (all aspects of a pig), CRAZY.

17.Who do you love most?: MY FRIENDS.

18. When do you plan to settle down? : INITIALLY IT WAS 26. BUT GUESS I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO SETTLE DOWN.

19: What will you do if you got 1million dollars?: SING THE $1M SONG. GET MY LICENSE. BUY MY SUV. PUT THE REST IN THE BANK & WAIT TILL I CAN BUY MY OWN HOUSE.

20.Tagged people: I SHALL BE NICE. I DON'T THINK I WILL TAG PEOPLE. =)

running low.

2008-06-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

Grab your tickets for Phat Nite fast before they are gone.

Booths will be at Blk L, level 2 & Blk A; outside Mac.

it is proudly sponsored by Minstry of Sound.

S.I.T. CLUB presents Phat Nite V: Glamour Glaze.

Date: 25th July 2008
Time: 6pm - 10pm
Venue: Blk E Level 3

it's free admission.

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Diva Han Wei.
it's all your fault.

it's gotta be you that's making our event such a success!
you better perform well.

I can't wait to see you perform.

WHY!!?

2008-06-30T10:51:00.002+08:00

damn...

SPAIN won the EURO CUP.

why?
I was hoping that the Germans will win..!

argh...

pure agony.
thx god I don't do bets.
hehehe...

I miss my ITE days...!

Spain vs. Germany

2008-06-30T01:45:00.003+08:00

Oh my god.

I so totally forget that.

it's the Euro Finals today!!

Spain vs. Germany.

OMG.

& I have not been watching since Semi-Finals.

argh.

too busy I guess.

I hope Germans will win!!

You Better!!!

Boring..

2008-06-29T23:25:00.005+08:00

I am so bored.

sitting at Tampines Mac.
doing nth.
editing my music to be played at Phat Nite Booth.

realize I've got alot of songs.
& I am still collecting more now.

Rihanna's Take a Bow is nice.
digging it right now.
Leona Lewis's Better in Time too.
nice song to play after break up.
recommended by Aly.

wow-ing over Aly's brand new fone.
Sony Ericsson C902!
a 5mp phone ok!
got themes to go with her phone too.
looks fantastic!
hahaha..

cam-whore on Val's lappy too.
hahaha..
credits to Val's.
cos I took the pic from her blog.
as I've yet to received mine.

Stupid? Get Smart.

2008-06-27T20:07:00.002+08:00

FINALLY.

I caught Get Smart with Kunhou & Han Wei today.
like so finally.
it didn't really have alot of laugh like what I would have expected.

so now, I hope that Don't Mess with the Zohan will be funnier.

still waiting around who's gonna bring me watch Zohan.
it's like THE movie for me.

imagine Adam Sandler.
woots.
he is my IDOL after Jim Carrey ok!

their wacky sense of humor is unbeatable!

quick!! quick!! someone bring me watch Zohan.
=))

I will be waiting~~~!

Intimidating?

2008-06-27T01:55:00.004+08:00

Am I intimidating?

I hope that I am not.

suddenly thought of what Diva Han Wei said.
he said being in the relationship, makes the younger person intimidated by the older person.

am does it really?
well guess I will never know.

Since all I can conclude is that, it is nothing, but a whirlwind romance.
wahahahha...

maybe, I am just bothered by it, I guess.
that I intimidate him.

ohhwell, I didn't know that I have that kind of 'charm' to intimidate people.
cos, I feel that I am harmless.
hehe..

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had a 'small' chat with the phat nite seniors.

about me..ahem ahem...
ok...it's about me thinking of quitting being a Phat Nite IC.

ya you read it right.
'cos it just started off with,
I haven't been trying hard enough to fulfil my role as an IC.

feeling kinda useless.
that I am not doing much now.

well Raymond finds my attitude lacklustre being an IC.

haiz. seriously, I donno what to do now.
I'm torn between from school work, work & my duties as an IC for phat nite.

at least I am happy that I have wonderful friends who care for each other.

well as for quitting.
I am still thinking about it.