what about today.

anyway did I mention that my birthday just went pass, like without a blink?!

well it did. to top it off, I kinda spent it quietly. which is like a breathe of fresh air. but I kinda miss having it with my friends.

I just don't get it. why is that everybody I know, expect me to celebrate my birthday?! when they know I'm like the world most laziest, most procrastinator. I utterly refuse to plan anything, cos I am simply lazy!

well, I guess no use grumbling now, that it is all over.
but I already feel I'm like freaking old lar..! 25 man. Oh.My.God!
a quarter of a century man! soon, I will reach my 30s & you will see lots of wrinkles on my face.
scary man.
now, I know why some people are crazy over cosmetic surgery. just the thought of being old & wrinkle-ly is kinda scary!

every year. my birthday. crap. getting older & older. & come to think of it, I kinda achieve nothing.
if I were to compare myself to girls/human beings my age, I'm like the most immature adult alive. and to top it of, kinda useless.

Seriously, I think I can just simply commit suicide! -.-

crap. 25 years old already.
think to be left on the shelf.

yes totally been a long time since I've been on blogger or even ludicrousme.

what can I?! I've been a busy girl. From school to parties. I guess that blogging just got pushed back to my pea-sized brain.

so to update what's going on in my uber ever boring life right now.

currently, I'm serving my attachment for NYP, at Sanmina-SCI (the manufacturers behind the brand).
doing some administrative work.
how do I say this, let's say, when I'm lucky I get alot of things to do,if not I will most probably rot my way throughout the day.
best of all, although there is internet service, Facebook & other media related website is a big no-no. 'cos they are worried about sensitive information being leaked out to their competitors.

I should be happy with what I have now, twitter & the occasional blogging.
it is a good way to re-start blogging now, especially when I have to rot the whole day doing nothing.
but I will have to be aware of 'small people' & have to constantly wearing some kind of armor.
oh cmon, I think I've made it very clear-cut about what I'm talking if, you're that dense.

office politics & whatever nots.
on top of that, somehow I have to deal with slow processor speed. which in fact, it's driving me nuts. they load slow, boot up slow & to escape detection from big boss, they somehow move sloweeerrr... idiotic desktop.

so that actually sums up what I've been doing for the time being. :)