what about today.

damn busy nowadays.

I miss tanning with Aly over at Tampines Swimming Complex.
don't worry Ting, I haven't forgotten about you yet.

not enough sleep.
always wanted to wake up in time to reach school by 10.
ended up always late.
no matter how early I've sleep.

yet to find a real job which I can pay my overdue phone bills.
damn.

Admin in FMO.
ya...
I'm like the senior.
hate to say this.
I swapped Liping with Yew Chuan.
'cos she can't really commit.
due to her family problems.

hate to see her go.
she could've done better than she thinks she is.
just relax girl.

now. Admin is a guy.
reminds me of Joel.
LOLx...
overall not bad.
just his grammatical quite problematic.
but overall..not bad.
see how he can handle when budget or logistic comes.
LOL..

tired alrdy..
nitez den.

in school right now.
feeling damn sick.
no appetite.

somehow or rather.
I feel that I'm kinda the 1 who always get forgotten easily.
even when I'm sitting like next to them,
they don't notice me.

kinda sad.
if you really think about it.
or is it that I am damn too quiet already.

but it's weird that people have this mindset.
that's I'm loud & able to make friends instanteously.
weird huh.

haiz.
guess I'm really that complicated deep down.
hmm..
I do want to change like people think I am suppose to be.
but,
somehow, sometimes,
I just feel damn left out.

think I just don't like the feeling of being left out.
even if I'm not part of something.
I feel that I do want to know as well.

suddenly, it seems so conflicting isn't it?

I wanna die.
it's so damn cold here.
& my body is aching.
feverish.
damn..
tomorrow got camp.
& I wanna follow my lil' brother to interview tomorrow.
how to split myself into 2?

am I really that important?
I guess not.
time for self reflecting I guess.

it's bloody 6am.
& I'm still not asleep.
well, technically I am lying on my bed.

going to blade later at ECP.
hahaha.
it's my 3rd time there.
hope I have not lost my skills yet.

went tann last Sat.
with Shihui & Aly.
got burnt.
shoulders only.

intend to tann again on Sun.
with Teo & his friends.
ended up we arrived too late at One°15.
some club at Sentosa.
membership thanks to Teo's friend.
but pity the sun was setting by the time we reached there.

saw quite a number of 'rich' cars 'lying' around the club's carpark.
we kinda even got off the car to take pictures with those 'rich' cars.
I'm just darn lazy to post it.
so perhaps another time.

after that,
attended Teo's friend's chalet.
unhappiness.
caught him hiding 1 corner smoking.
should applaud him for hiding 1 corner.
but,
watever lar.

shall not elaborate on that.
'cos the scene ended up cold & ugly.

10 Mar.
went for some lappy training for IT Fair.
after training went to Shihui's house to slack.
came back with a bag, filled with cloths.
I kinda look as if I found gold.
along with me,
was Aly.
gold,gold,gold.
time to clear my wardrobe soon.

gonna be real busy for IT Fair.
hope I can sell lotsa laptop.
I wanna see the real money start rolling in.
*keep rollin',rollin'*

I guess I better sleep now.
otherwise I can't move for roller blading later.
hahaha. lame me.
-.-

yaya..
I know I am slow.

yes. it's 2009 now.
I know my post is still dated like in somewhere in 2008.

first of all,
let me clarify this.
my laptop was in & out of the hospital like 3times in Fujitsu.
not forgetting,
my lappy sure knows when is the best time to break down.
during my animation project.
damn.
thus, it made me damn bloody lazy to post anything.
muhahahha..

so now, fast forward to today.

exams are over.
end of year 2.
year 3.
I'm so not prepared ok.
never mind.
wait for another 2 weeks, results will be out.

went Genting with my classmates straight after our last paper.
craziness. I know.
but it was damn fun.
with the rides & all.
I really wanna do the rollercoaster.
but it was being repaired.
even the vertical wasn't gonna give me a chance.
cos it suddened rained.
& none of my friends were willing to take a risk,
getting their heads riped off.

1 week has passed since my holidays have started.
laze around in bed all day & all night.
watched all my CSIs.
& not forgetting.
I played Audition.
hahaha...lame. I know.
but what to do.
gotta try new things you know.

gonna be real busy during the holidays.
training the new batch of OGLs.
hopefully, can get some real work with real money coming in.
tann under the sun. with either Aly or Yuting.

so what did I did the whole of today?
basically, nothing.
woke up at 11am.
cos of my mens. -.-
watched CSIs all the till now.

tomorrow.
gonna interview those new OGLs.
see who's gonna make the cut.
hahaha.