what about today.

17 June.
not really a good day.

got a terrible news.

it has ended.

although I know it might happened.
but I didn't expect that it would be so fast.

I've already tried to do my best to work it out.
even though it has filled with doubts in the beginning.

I was hoping that HE would say he's wanna work it all out,
rather then just to give up like this.

he feels that he is pressured in it.
he suddenly feels he has been rushing into things that he never really think twice about.

I am sorry for making you feel this way.

it does make me sad that it has ended.
'cos I have been trying my best to make it work & making it last.
but somehow or rather,
I've being do all the work.

it's like you are taking me for granted.
I do feel tired at times, but it still want to work this relationship.

maybe you still have not work out wat you want yet. in getting your priorities straight.

you may say that you don't have time.
but isn't time is being managed by you, and no 1 else?
no matter how busy you are,
if you want to see a person,
you WILL find time to do it.

maybe you just feel that the relationship won't last.
who can't help but to feel this way?
we are so far apart.
but at least I did try my best.
did you?

you might feel I need more companionship.
but isn't all the beginning of every relationship the same?
the motivation of wanting to see the person more,
makes it so, that you will find time to see the special someone.

aye,
I guess that the rus of emotion is unstoppable.
but I've gotta make it stop & before something happens.

it's just that when he hint that he wanna break it off.
& I actually put it to words for him.
back in my mind.
I was secretly hoping that,
he would tell me, that he wanna work it all out.

I guess it was just a wishful thinking on my part.

& when it comes down to it.
it's nothing but, just a Whirlwind Romance.