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Monday, June 30, 2008 : I've been TAGGED.
小蟑螂 tagged me for his dumb dum questionnaire..! dumb dumb. gimme my gum gum.
--- Instuctions: Remove 1 question and replace it with your own. Tag 8 people, list 'em out at the end of the post Notify 'em through their tagboard that they've been tagged. [小蟑螂 nvr notify] 1.Who are you chatting with now?: LEE HANWEI. THE DIVA. 2.What do you want the most now?: TO PASS MY POLY LIFE & GET A NEW MP3. 3.What will you be doing at 6pm?: later? JUST NOW OR LATER? JUST NOW: WAS IN SCHOOL SITTING AT PHAT NITE BOOTH. LATER: JUST FINISH SCHOOL. =) 4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?: NOT HATE. ENVIOUS. BUT THEY ARE STILL MY FRIENDS. WE HATE EACH OTHER, DON'T WE. *winks* 5.When do you wish to die?: AS YOUNG AS POSSIBLE. WHEN I'M STILL LOOK LIKE HUMAN. 6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?: YES. SEEN 1. A VERY PRETTY SIDE. I BELIEVE GOLD WILL BE WAITING AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE RAINBOW. hehes. 7.What impossible things you would wish to do?: TRAVEL BACK IN TIME, LEARN TO BE INVISIBLE, GREAT SENSE OF HEARING, BE SLIM, BE PRETTY. WHAT TO DO? I AM AN EXTREMELY GREEDY PERSON. hahas. 8.What are your greatest phobia?: TO BE ALONE. WITH NO FRIENDS. OR JUST CANNOT CONNECT TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. 9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?: THANKFULLY NO. I AM NOT OH-SO-MIGHTY. 10.What if your crush asked you out?: HOW WOULD I KNOW IF THE PERSON IS MY CRUSH? I'M A NICETIE, I WILL SAY YES. PROVIDED I AM FREE FROM ALL ENGAGEMENTS. 11.When was the last time you fell in love?: DO I HAVE TO ANSWER THIS? HMM, WE ALL FALL IN LOVE CONSTANTLY. IT IS HOW WE TERM FALLING IN LOVE. 12.What feeling do you hate the most?: THE ACHING OF LOSING SOMEONE. ANYONE. THE SENSE OF FEELING LOST. BEING DETACHED FROM MY FRIENDS. 13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?: IT IS AN OBVIOUSLY STATEMENT. I TREASURE EVERY FRIENDSHIP. WHAT MATTERS THE MOST IS HONESTY BETWEEN FRIENDS. 14.What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?: TANNING WITH THE LOVELY ALICIA. PHAT NITE. BRINGING SMILES TO PEOPLE AROUND ME. 15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?: I AM GREEDY. EVERYONE I KNOW. ESPECIALLY ALL MY FRIENDS. MY FAMILY. 16.List words that describe you?: NIGHT OWL, PIG (all aspects of a pig), CRAZY. 17.Who do you love most?: MY FRIENDS. 18. When do you plan to settle down? : INITIALLY IT WAS 26. BUT GUESS I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO SETTLE DOWN. 19: What will you do if you got 1million dollars?: SING THE $1M SONG. GET MY LICENSE. BUY MY SUV. PUT THE REST IN THE BANK & WAIT TILL I CAN BUY MY OWN HOUSE. 20.Tagged people: I SHALL BE NICE. I DON'T THINK I WILL TAG PEOPLE. =) : running low.
Grab your tickets for Phat Nite fast before they are gone.
Booths will be at Blk L, level 2 & Blk A; outside Mac. it is proudly sponsored by Minstry of Sound. S.I.T. CLUB presents Phat Nite V: Glamour Glaze. Date: 25th July 2008 Time: 6pm - 10pm Venue: Blk E Level 3 it's free admission. --- Diva Han Wei. it's all your fault. it's gotta be you that's making our event such a success! you better perform well. I can't wait to see you perform. : WHY!!?
damn...
SPAIN won the EURO CUP. why? I was hoping that the Germans will win..! argh... pure agony. thx god I don't do bets. hehehe... I miss my ITE days...! : Spain vs. Germany
Oh my god.
I so totally forget that. it's the Euro Finals today!! Spain vs. Germany. OMG. & I have not been watching since Semi-Finals. argh. too busy I guess. I hope Germans will win!! You Better!!! Sunday, June 29, 2008 : Boring..
I am so bored.
sitting at Tampines Mac. doing nth. editing my music to be played at Phat Nite Booth. realize I've got alot of songs. & I am still collecting more now. Rihanna's Take a Bow is nice. digging it right now. Leona Lewis's Better in Time too. nice song to play after break up. recommended by Aly. wow-ing over Aly's brand new fone. Sony Ericsson C902! a 5mp phone ok! got themes to go with her phone too. looks fantastic! hahaha.. cam-whore on Val's lappy too. hahaha.. credits to Val's. cos I took the pic from her blog. as I've yet to received mine.   Friday, June 27, 2008 : Stupid? Get Smart.
FINALLY.
I caught Get Smart with Kunhou & Han Wei today. like so finally. it didn't really have alot of laugh like what I would have expected. so now, I hope that Don't Mess with the Zohan will be funnier. still waiting around who's gonna bring me watch Zohan. it's like THE movie for me. imagine Adam Sandler. woots. he is my IDOL after Jim Carrey ok! their wacky sense of humor is unbeatable! quick!! quick!! someone bring me watch Zohan. =)) I will be waiting~~~! : Intimidating?
Am I intimidating?
I hope that I am not. suddenly thought of what Diva Han Wei said. he said being in the relationship, makes the younger person intimidated by the older person. am does it really? well guess I will never know. Since all I can conclude is that, it is nothing, but a whirlwind romance. wahahahha... maybe, I am just bothered by it, I guess. that I intimidate him. ohhwell, I didn't know that I have that kind of 'charm' to intimidate people. cos, I feel that I am harmless. hehe.. --- had a 'small' chat with the phat nite seniors. about me..ahem ahem... ok...it's about me thinking of quitting being a Phat Nite IC. ya you read it right. 'cos it just started off with, I haven't been trying hard enough to fulfil my role as an IC. feeling kinda useless. that I am not doing much now. well Raymond finds my attitude lacklustre being an IC. haiz. seriously, I donno what to do now. I'm torn between from school work, work & my duties as an IC for phat nite. at least I am happy that I have wonderful friends who care for each other. well as for quitting. I am still thinking about it. Thursday, June 26, 2008 : Oh My Freaking GOD.
OH MY.
I didn't know that my 'Ka-Chang Puteh' post is so widely read by seniors. OH MY GOD. and they remembered what I wrote. & wahhh... ya wat. ka-chang puteh literally means small fry, isn't it? OH MY GOD. I still can't believe that they read my blog. I am still shocked. & I am happy that they find it funny. hahaha, cos which means I might have some hidden talent in making people laugh! woot. oops, the Unreasonable Princess seems to begin to surface since Diva-Han Wei made his debute! wahhahaha.. Tuesday, June 24, 2008 : Upcoming Performances
I WANT TO WATCH
GET SMART DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN. WHO WANTS TO WATCH WITH ME. PLEASE FILL IN THE FORMS. *T&C apply. get the forms from yours truly. I don't know when you still want to watch Zohan. Especially with me. I am feeling better now, better to face you. I hope your offer still stands. --- back to the topic. Hanwei is being such a crazy arse. he has been calling me a drama queen for like ages. so, I shall be a meanie & give him a nice nickname. from now on, Hanwei shall be known as Dashing Diva. & me, I've changed the nickname of Drama Queen to Unreasonable Princess. hehe.. Hanwei feels that Dashing Diva makes him sounds like he is a trans. hehe. maybe with a little make-up on his face. he could pass off as a trans. hehe. what do you think? anywae, he wants to perform as his new image as Dashing Diva. so he's kinda asking me where he will be performing. okay, here's the venue. Venue: Nanyang Polytechnic's E.308 Date: 25 July 2008 Time: 1800 - onwards. admission is free. be sure to attend this special event. =)) Monday, June 23, 2008 : Computing Math 2
just had my 1st common test of the semester.
Computing Math 2. alot harder than what I had during my Year 1. bionomial & possion. sounds so poisonous to me. struggling hard to study for my math paper. those stuff that I had memorized, well, it didn't make a spot on the paper. those stuff that I dreaded, it made an impact. gone to waste. at least I have great company like Alicia, Valerie & Yoji to guide me through the topics that I have been missing. well my next paper, Data Structure & Algorithms for tomorrow. after that, would be. Web Design & Development on Wednesday. okay, people who are reading this post. can I have a tiny request. No matter you know/don't know me. please please wish me luck on my tagboard or phone. I really really do need it alot. thank you very much. your help are very much appreciated. may all your wishes come true. =) papers for consecutively 3 straight days. BUT, I am looking forward to Wednesday. which means, endless fun for 4 days. end of paper. woo... --- went to have a new pair of specs made today. the screw for my old specs came off while I was bathing. Irritating. it kinda having me ended up using staples to 'bind' them together. my 2nd time having to use that trick. good innovation right? wahahhaha... I was like caught between a pair of brightly colored and light specs. & a pair of black light but, slightly heavier than the brightly colored 1. well, I was tempted to get the brightly colored. but it seems that I don't really get to see well in that specs. 'cos I can see the frames more then anything. so, in the end. I took the black colored. seriously, I was like sitting there for 15 minutes deciding on which pair to take. it's kinda hard not being able to make a decision & have conflicting issues with yourself. maybe that's what I am going through right now? having conflicting issues & most importantly, being such an indecisive arse. guess when it only comes down to a certain degree of something. I am seriously have to change the indecisive ME. Friday, June 20, 2008 : Aching
it's aching right now.
I donno whether I am even allow to say that I miss him. at least I've tried to keep myself busy for the past 2-3days. in hope that I don't have the time to stop & think about him. nightime is always the worse time for me. it's a period of rest, & not doing a single thing. you can say I am desperate, to find someone to talk to. or even to complain about. or maybe just to cry. it would be extremely rubbish to say that, I am not sad at all. even when u 1st hint me that YOU wanna break it up. unfortunately, for you. I am great at hiding my emotion online. just a few 'hahas' here & there. the amount of tissue that I've accumlated from tearing/crying/squeezing out the mucus from my nose. has thus, resulting my sinus attack to come back. which I can say, confidently, I will have a high chance of being sick. but then again. I've said it. that I'm missing him. I am so shameless. feeling shameless indeed. all I feel like doing is to cry myself to sleep. but seems, like I can't. even the self psycho-ing is doing no use for me. self psycho-ing like: will get used to it. I am beginning to think that sentence is utterly rubbish. it's not helping in anyway. I wanna have the courage to confront my fears. to confront, facing him. cuihui has broke down into pieces since that WF episode. she doesn't know whether she can be strong anymore. --- read someone's blog. just discovered that our supposed anniversary. he was out doing his project. which I was fine with it. school's work is more important anyway. but the shocking part was. he went out for a movie with his friends. after working on his project. when all the while I was trying to reach him via sms. & half of the time, I thought he was working. whatever happened to honesty? I donno, maybe I'm just feeling disappointed. I guess. cos, it just make it seems like he doesn't care that much. is it that I've put in too much. or giving too much affection. I donno which is which. Thursday, June 19, 2008 : Disappointment
what do you call someone,
whom you have just broke up with the person. & still managed to bring yourself to help HIM? I donno what kind of person I am. but the kind of disappointment is there, when I am like there trying to help. all HE does was not serious about the work. giving up easily. thus, making me think. is it really worth it to be there & look at you giving up. you know how hard it is. to have just broke up with you, & to see you straight after that? I am afterall a human. it's not like I am not sad, or not bothered by it. well at least I've tired to hold on to it. but I kinda makes me feel that I am being silly. aye, I donno. guess it's just a pure disappointment that I am feeling. I feel guilty for giving HIM attitude. 'cos I seriously have no idea how to treat him. it's like used to so 'on' with each other. then, back to being just friends. it's kinda hard. & it might take some time to get used to it. although I am sad over it. but somehow, I feel that there will be no turning back. how do I sum this all up. I have truly BURNT my FINGERS in the whole process. & guess that my fate with younger people are so, fickled. Tuesday, June 17, 2008 : A wave of sadness
17 June. not really a good day. got a terrible news. it has ended. although I know it might happened. but I didn't expect that it would be so fast. I've already tried to do my best to work it out. even though it has filled with doubts in the beginning. I was hoping that HE would say he's wanna work it all out, rather then just to give up like this. he feels that he is pressured in it. he suddenly feels he has been rushing into things that he never really think twice about. I am sorry for making you feel this way. it does make me sad that it has ended. 'cos I have been trying my best to make it work & making it last. but somehow or rather, I've being do all the work. it's like you are taking me for granted. I do feel tired at times, but it still want to work this relationship. maybe you still have not work out wat you want yet. in getting your priorities straight. you may say that you don't have time. but isn't time is being managed by you, and no 1 else? no matter how busy you are, if you want to see a person, you WILL find time to do it. maybe you just feel that the relationship won't last. who can't help but to feel this way? we are so far apart. but at least I did try my best. did you? you might feel I need more companionship. but isn't all the beginning of every relationship the same? the motivation of wanting to see the person more, makes it so, that you will find time to see the special someone. aye, I guess that the rus of emotion is unstoppable. but I've gotta make it stop & before something happens. it's just that when he hint that he wanna break it off. & I actually put it to words for him. back in my mind. I was secretly hoping that, he would tell me, that he wanna work it all out. I guess it was just a wishful thinking on my part. & when it comes down to it. it's nothing but, just a Whirlwind Romance. Sunday, June 01, 2008 : 'em Proud of myself.
I am so like proud of myself lar.
I finally killed a cockroach. half the size of house cockroach. twice the size of my workplace cockroach. all I did was used the trusty newspaper & hit it constantly, till it laid squash & 100% dead. to view my pride my joy. I just leave THE corpse where it laid dead. & leave it for my brave mother to clean up my good work. =)) I'm such a 'brave' girl now. --- MOS is so like..packed today. not fun as Phuture. but I was trying to enjoy myself, 'cos of the hard work that I had been through. pity, they played alot of old R&B songs. Steph & Ting wasn't in the mood. & I look like a retard dancing on my own. but netherless, I really did relaxxxXxx myself in the end. =)) Pics taken before going to MOS.  a basic retard self.  that's me, steph & ting. well, we are just trying to strangle her. guess we did a really great job. =)  oohh I so love this pic. suddenly, I don't look so fat anymore. ohh...
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