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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 : special wednesday.
haha...
guess where I am right now. crashing my freshies' lecture.. they are like so guai lar! all sit infront! hahhaa...think my whole class is suck a slacker man! or rather the 3 classes are united? haha..cos we sit in each of the column.. hahha...at least we know where is E6,E7 & E8! but they seriously like so guai lar... Sunday, April 27, 2008 : Irritating Day
had a super most irritating day since the time I started work.
1st, I managed to lost my cab fare receipt for last night. 2nd, I was super irritated by somebody. lastly, was irritated by some freaking customer who DO NOT know how to read their own letter. all in all, I personally think, it happened 'cos my mens is acting up. feel so irritated easily. just to let you know. I am using the net while DOING redemption FOR the starhub roadshow at Raffles City. now, that's wat I call multi-tasking! HAHAHAHAHA.... Saturday, April 26, 2008 : PhatNite & Hantu(s)
I just discovered that I will be in PhatNite for Crowd Control.
what the hell am I supposed to be doing for CC? it does sounds alot like Proposal again! well went for a meeting today. went quite well.. thinking of some ideas of how to managed the crowd for PhatNite. meeting ended quite early. earlier than what I expected. went to meet up with my freshies. Shiokers 815. haha..they were having a class movie at AMK Hub. so I kinda ended up having dinner with a few of them. Han Wei, Wei Jie & Qiu Quan. Qiu Quan is actually a new classmate when the new term commerence. so guess I don't really know him that much, except that...I do know that he is SUPER DUPER quiet. we were having a blast talking about Wei Jie's being afraid of HANTUs! or maybe he is just a scaredy cat who's afraid of everything, even the wind! ahaha... but the enjoyment was cut short cos we chatted 2hrs & all of us needed to get back home, as there's still lesson going for us. being neighbors in the same neighbourhood, Wei Jie & I took a bus back home. although there was still train for us to take from North-South Line, but the train would be gone by the time we reach the East-West Line. luck wasn't on our side when we decided to take 24, as the last bus was at 2315. so we kinda had to take 25 home instead. the long way home. it was like 10mins past midnight when we reached the interchange, like finally. we had to walk back home. it was easier for me walking back home, cos we were chatting abt the topic that ended abruptly. but for Wei Jie, haha..think he was letting his imagination running wild on the way home!! hahha...how cool is that? from a topic of cutting nails at night, to being superstition, to a gush of wind when mentioned of HANTU(s)... haha...funny! Thursday, April 17, 2008 : I AM PATHETIC
yes.
that's right! no. your eyes are not playing tricks on you. I AM SERIOUSLY PATHETIC. all of the sudden, I feel that I am trying so hard to fit in like, everywhere. but seriously, I think I'm, trying just too hard. cos I don't think I can fit in anywhere. I tried to please people around me. but, I failed. I tried to make people like me. but, I failed. I tried to find a friend, to listen to my cock-and-bull. but, I failed. now, don't get me wrong. the friends that I have. they are really great. no complaints here. but, I don't know. something is just uncomfortably wrong. I'm just neither here, nor there. it's like I don't have a place where I belong. just no sense of belonging. yes, it does sounds unfair towards my friends. but that's just how I feel. I'm constantly afraid that people are out to lie to me. but at the same time, I am willing to believe what they say. it's like everything is in grey matter. there is no such thing as black & white anymore. people tend to have hidden agendas now, & they just don't wish to say truly, how they feel. especially to one another, like certain things that ticks them off. what ever happens to honesty? did it died along with man's chivalry? & others that I've no idea of. you know it's like a sense of paranoidal hitting me in full force. which makes all the logic in me goes haywire. all of the sudden, I feel that I'm kinda putting much pressure in myself. be it in pleasing people or being likeable. I think there is, some serious damage in me. damage like, my attitude, outlook in things, way that I talk or, just me, plainly. guess when people realize, it's just simply, low-self esteem, or low-self confidence. --- I know there is no such things like BFF. cos I know for one that, friendship that bond, it does break easily if you really want it. perfect example. Paris Hilton & Nicole Ritchie. claim(ed) BFF. Now, pretend they don't know each other. but, we don't know it's for real or not. they could be frenimes (friends in private, enemies for show) but is it truly that hard to find, someone that can, take your BS, your whines & happy stuff. no, I am not talking about boyfriends. or your other half. I'm talking about someone, like a friend. a true friend. that is whenever you are in deep shit, they will give you all their attention. and of cos, without hating, over jealous, backstabbing at each other. haha, I know. I am seriously a demanding arse-hole. well, I am a human. & I am a greedy bitch. but it wouldn't hurt to think if, all these are possible. wouldn't it? all I can conclude is that, life is seriously a bitch. don't ya think so? --- just think about the possibilities, the probability, and those I've said about myself. just ponder over. =) Monday, April 14, 2008 : school starting!
I know..
it's like OMFG.. been awhile that I've updated here. considering all the cobwebs I have to clean up, in order to make it more. readable. school's starting in like 9 hours. a whole load of mixed feelings about it. like, I didn't get to enjoyed my hols much, due to OGLs activities. not forgetting work as well. so it kinda left me alot og things undone. for example, tanning, mahjong, pulau ubin trips. other than the unhappy feelings of not getting enough of my hols, I finally manage to get to see my friends. like so finally. things that I've done during the hols, OGLs, Eelingo, IT fair, Starhub Roadshow (corporate & anniversary) & lastly, club. shyte, I've only done 5 things during my 1.5mth of hols. crap. well I can't blame anyone, cos the OGLs stuff is really like 100% commitment. & truth to be told. I've tried my best. I still need $$$ to survive unlike, so-and-so(s). ya I've only got 250/mth allowance. but don't tell me, I have to use that 250 for my hp bills & lotsa miscellous stuff. MONEY will be gone before the wk has ended. ok enough of complains. which is not doing me any good. I need to sleep, so that I won't be late for my lesson tomorrow. Saturday, April 12, 2008 : Definitely, Maybe
after all the stuff that I've been going to school for.
finally, I manage to get a new pair of slippers for school. I missed the old pair that I had. oh well, New Urban Male don't carry the design that I have anymore. went for a movie with Charles after getting my slippers. that arse, he was looking for something to do before meeting his friends for mahjong. play play play. crazy arse. we watched Definitely, Maybe. nice show. it moved me to tears at the end. crap, it's like so sad. the woman you married ended up divorcing you. & it's like obvious that you are heartbroken from it. the journey of Will's love life is so incredible. & no one, especially in Asia would elaborate how they met their other half. & not to forget how they met their other loves along the way. I highly recommend this movie for some heartwarming, snuggle against your other half kinda show. Thursday, April 10, 2008 : Freshmen Orientation
alright!
finally FO is done. all those hard work we have all done, has not gone to waste! let's give ourselves a pat on the back! =) I've made new friends in the process, understand old friends too. seen the ugly side of some, ehem, new friends. & most importantly, miss my cliques. been going to school everyday(at least I tried to) for the 1.5months. just so that the FO will run smoothly. imagine all those trial runs we have to endure in order to run smoothly, without mistakes. unfortunately, there's always a tendency for flaws & imperfection. but all of us, have put in 110% for this. I can say, it's been a long time since I've seen such unity. well not since my secondary school days. anyway about the Orientation, it was fun. but I understand now, that it takes alot of hard work just to hype up a class. without the help of Maurice & Liang Hua, I don't tink I can get the class to unite in a day. Thank You so much. but, it's not just them. it's partly 'cos the freshies of my class that made it happened! Rock On Shiokers 815! haha... well glad it's over. at least it was an experience for me being an Orientation Leader. a side of me, waiting to be let out. that I will never forget. Tuesday, April 08, 2008 : f__k up life
I never feel so fucked up in my life.
why is it that I meet people who like to snub others? like not confronting the other party & just talk bad abt the person. behind their backs. 2nd time. 1st time was during work. which I can totally understand. 'cos AUNTIES POLITICS. now this shit. if you hate my guts/my existence, let me noe. I will not get in your way of being a bright shining star! please Ms KX, I may not know what is going on, but I do know how to read between the lines. I may look dumb/confused/uniterested/not caring about anything. but I am not DUMB/STUPID. I have a pair of something, which they are call eyes. so get off my back. and I know you are trying to discredit me or something. the look on your pitiful eyes says it all. you two head snake. two face freak. and don't think I am afraid of confronting you. I've just have not gotten my facts straight yet. you and your 'he-he' laugh. I know you don't have the guts to tell me straight in the face. my attendance not that pretty like yours. then tell me off! I am waiting right here for you. 1 big family, my foot. I guess someone like you have no idea what family means, don't you. you tick me off. u dishonest brat! P.S: wow, it does feel good to tell people off on my blog. and I am seriously, disgusted with myself for doing that. I have to do such a thing in confronting 'something' in my blog. crap. that so unlike me. Tuesday, April 01, 2008 : April's Fool
Happy April's Fool.
1 more week till the actual Freshmen Orientation. alot of nerves if you asked me. been thinking whether I will be able to do it or not. whether I will be able to hype up the class. how will my partners be like. well I think I'll worry about that stuff another time. till the day it comes den. went to watch Rule #1 with Jason today. after my debriefing. they have nothing else to offer for any shows. & it's the only show, which I think would be not bad. stupid show I tell you. it's like the same for Korean ghost show. they just scare you with their sound effects. but the images for Rule #1 will stick on u for the rest of the night. especially the part where a couple of girls holding hands with their ponytails tied together. & jumped to their death. OMG. it's like so watching dominos being topple. a chain reaction. so in this show, people will get possess when they touched the possessed. the person who was being possessed, will still be alive. but, they will never be the same again. alive they are, but without a soul. sort of like the undead. alive but not alive, in soul-wise. ending can be quite confusing. but it requires to think about what happened in the beginning of the film. stupid Kelvin Tong. nothing better to do. trying to make his audience pay attention to his movie. but overall, the movie is quite sad.
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