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14:05 I've been left alone, out. I donno.

been 'super' busy with work.

most of the time I'm slacking at home, doing nothing.

well except for sleeping.

no messages from any of my frens.

na-dah. nothing.

I thought I will be included in the activities that they had plan.

but from reading from their blog.

it seems like it doesn't

I think it must be me or something.

I think they secretly hate me.

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it makes me think I am back in secondary school.

where my friends don't wanna talk to me, cos they think I am acting cute.

well, when they finally tell me.

is when they asked me to get out of their lives.

well the whole thing ended when they told me how they feel.

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I just hope that I can know what is going on.

cos I don't think I deserved to be treated this way.

I have the right to know what you guys hate me for?

it's not like I will not listen to what you say.

it's you never give me the chance to hear what you feel.

actually, I have no idea how to ask you guys outright about what is going on.

'cos I have a fear,

a fear that you would not come straight with me.

and I have no idea how to ask.

I have a few opening,

"hey guys have not been calling me out. what happened?"
"hey guys, I kinda feel that you guys are leaving me out of the activities. what happened??"
"hey guys, can I asked is it that you hate me now, that you are not calling me out?"

ok.

I know that last sentence was totally uncalled for.

but, when you are desperate, you take drastic measures.

actually, what I want to do is, to fix the whole situation.

I want to know the problem.

I want to solve the problem.

but, the main problem now is,

I donno how to solve the problem to get the solution.

haha...it's messed up right? I know.

I am messed up.

03:20 Day 1

we are just couple of bored kids!


why are we still taking emo pictures?


"I hate you!"


now, my lovely mum is also tired of waiting for my INCREDIBLE dad for buying tickets to Macau.


I can see Hong Kong!!!

& this is Kwoonloon.


Day 2

The church wall of Macau.
so there is my dad.


church wall again.
now's it's my mum.


Day 3

Shen Zhen. it's their train station by the way.


my virgin 'buddha jumps over the wall'.
filled with delicious scallops & mini abalone.


with my parents enjoying the scrumptious meal.


01:46 weeEee..

I am back from Hong Kong.

haha.. I missed my food & frens in particular.

I also missed my time of studying!!

didn't get to study much, cos by the time I got back to my hotel room.

I start THE hibernating process!!

I hate going overseas.

cos I will get fat. have an extra tummy!

I just hate it!

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for those who are wondering how come I went Hong Kong.

well the thing is,

my 91 yr old grandma, died.

on National Day! (nice date to remember!)

so being chinese, I can't go pple's hse to 'bai nian'.

can receive but, do the 'gong xi fa cai' thing.

so rather then wasting the 4 days of hols, my parents decided to go for a trip.

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so I kinda spent the whole of my 3-4 days seeing different countries.

Kwonloon(1st day)
Macau(2nd day)
Shen Zhen(3rd day)

pictures will be coming right up.

kinda used the new passport for the trip.

I guess I will have about 10 chops or more.

not bad for my 1st trip yo.

haha..

P.S: I've brought some food home to share with you guys. let dig in on the delicious food there k? =)

00:00 leaving for Hong Kong in 4 hours' time.

so I guess I won't be catching any sleep for the rest of the night.

feel kinda restless over the trip.

not excited.

just that I feel that I probably be bored.

books for exams to study. music to keep me company. no laptop.

haha..

okay, don't think I will die without it.

but.

studying during the hols.

sian man.

well wish me luck.

hope I can shop till I dropped..

haha..

04:58 went to the temple near Bugis Street today.

did something that I don't usually do.

I shaked that thing that has alot of sticks in it.

haha..

I asked for my divination for Love & Studies.

asked twice for Love.

both are Bad.

talked about the same thing.

"nothing will come out of it."

as for Studies.

it's a Good.

"will meet a patron saint."

haha..

I have no idea whether it's true or not?

well.

let's hope it is for now.

03:31

03:14 quite happy with today's shopping!

got most of the things I wanted!

just worried that I might not have any cash to shop in Hong Kong!

gotten myself a jumper, a yellow top from Hypnosis, a hot pink tank top, a bf's shirt and a thin belt a day before.

which in total = 120bucks!!!

now,
I am waiting to get myself a pair of shorts.

saw 1 at FOX. but was wondering to get it or not!

wells, we shall see about it tomorrow~

and something from Zara!!

haha..

think this year I'm like so into shopping.

think I can declare bankcrupt again!

haha...

I WANNA GET A PAIR OF SHORTS
&
SOME DECENT LOOKING TOPS FOR SCHOOL!

03:03 First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your
hands. If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your
personality:

Right-Left
==========
Considerate, traditional, indirect type

can instantly read other's emotion, and respond
friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in
moving forward, but this person
will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality
and considerate, give
others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say
no; regardless how
unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type

Straightforward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right
away. Very curious, and
love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through
(sometimes foolishly). Their
weakness is they don't listen to others, will filter in only what whey
want to hear in a
conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their
straightforward attitude, they tend
to be fairly popular.

Left-Left
=========
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist

Very logical in all aspects.. The only way to defeat (or win over)
him/her is through reasons. Has
a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If
they are your friends, they
are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be
very tough to deal with.
Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist, they usually leave
a bad impression of being
hard to deal with when first met.


Left-Right
==========
Likes to take care of others, leader type

Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet
still can be considerate in
others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense
of responsibility, they tend
to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not
be able to help themselves
in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very
concerned about how others
view them, and always on alert..



Which Haunted Rm Would U Choose?

Har, what a choice to make???

One day, you get lost in the wilderness while travelling. It gets dark
and you have no choice but to seek refuge in a small hut nearby. The
owner tells you all his rooms are haunted. Which room will you choose?
(it is going to be very interesting.. ha ha haha)

The room where:

Room (A)
- a human head stares at you maliciously from outside your window

Room (B)
- the bathroom door creaks open and close, and there are sounds of a
woman sighing

Room (C)
- the bed starts rocking violently whenever you try to sleep on it

Room (D)
- a headless ghost sits at the foot of your bed when you awake in the
middle of the night


MAKE ONE COMFORTABLE (?!) CHOICE BEFORE YOU SCROLL DOWN FOR THE
EXPLANATION. IT'S QUITE AN INTERESTING ANSWER.



A) A human head stares at you maliciously from outside your window.
Explanation: You need a lot of private space and are more suitable to
work alone. You look for stability i.e. a job that is not easily
affected by external factors and provides steady income. E.g. Doctor,
lawyer, SOHO, teacher, administrator.



B) The bathroom door creaks open and close, and there are sounds of a
woman sighing.
Explanation: You prefer a stable job that does not require you to run
around or meet people. You are willing to be subjected to pressure from
your bosses if that lets you sit in an air-conditioned office all day.
E.g. Civil servant, engineer, computer engineer, accountant.



C) The bed starts rocking violently whenever you try to sleep on it.
Explanation: You are an active person who cannot sit still and does not
like to be restrained. You are easily adaptable to a job which is full
of changes and not routine. E.g. Marketing, insurance, sales, delivery
man, chauffer.



D) A headless ghost sits at the foot of your bed when you awake in the
middle of the night.
Explanation: You suit jobs that need you to meet people, especially
large crowds. Your job will depend on these people, but you will not
know who they are. E.g. superstar, politician, PR, counter/frontline
sales.