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Saturday, December 29, 2007 : I AM A TOTAL RETARD
I thought he was not going back home. what the hell.. the bloody second time happened!! I was about to go home, there he was, coming back from wherever he came from. & guess what? I become a retard by hiding in YUTING'S room!! I feel like crap now! damn it. argh...I'm disgusted by my cowardice!! damn it man! feel like slapping myself in the face! why can't I do what I always wanted to do? just be fucking person & move it! argh...I feel super disgusted man! I DISGUST MYSELF!! EEEKS... 2nd coincidence + 3rd coincidence. I happened to get something that he wished for his birthday. both the oreo cheesecake & ikea gummies. seriously, I have nothing to do with that. 'cos I remember that he loved those alot. argh.. no use explaining. no 1 will listen. particularly not him. I feel like a fool, retard & ass!! --------------------------------- my mum saw his present, she asked. "who is the big shot's birthday?" "I want that gummies. it looks nice" Yuting saw his present, she said. "Hui, I also want." "are those for me?" "can I have all the cheesecake?" I feel so silly. thankfully, I never took any pic of it. cos the jar, is literally filled to the brim with the gummies! who am I kidding? damn! I am not trying to impress anyone. okay, truthfully, I just want to be appreciated, particularly, especially, by HIM! I AM A TOTAL LOSER! CASE CLOSE! EDITED!
I've changed my mind! I want you to say "Thank You"! all in the name of courtesy & being friends! I hate myself for everything! damn...just it go already!
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