Saturday, December 01, 2007 : disappointment
02:59
alicia's saying I am blogging too much!!
I think I am...
*but I feel so,
blessed.
thankful.
to have to talk to you!
was looking for a shoulder to cry on! & it found me Alicia!*but
this blog is so like gonna be my diary!!
haha..
sooner or later, I am
gonna bore everyone,
from reading! 'cos it's too much!!
HAHA...
anywae...
as I was saying.
I
feel so disappointed.
'cos I've
been saying that
I wanna see him.
then I
did get the chance.
the result, it was a disaster...
complete disaster!
what I had imagined was,
a smile. or,
a nod. or,
a hello.unfortunately, it wasn't!
just disaster!
I am trying to take the 1st step.
why aren't you giving me the chance?
haha...
suddenly,
I feel so overrated!
abit of demanding & out of control!maybe it's just an infatuation?
that's what
Alicia came out with.
maybe I need a new relationship?
that's what
Alicia, KK & Valerie came out with.
I am confused.
that's what
Shamin came up with.
I should just let it go.
that's what
everyone including, me came out with.
I just want to keep him inside my heart & let him go.
that what
I came out with.
I AM SO CONFUSED, yet,
I am
sure of what I wanna do.
see!! I am
CONFUSED.
=))