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01:04 just came from Yuting's house.

she got a pda! HTC Touch!!

everyone knows that HTC suck...

but I have no idea why would she wanna buy that pda!

but nvm, it's her choice.

she apparently ran into some problems on her pda.

& she required my help.

so being her friend, I agree.

manage to solve the whole bloody problem by doing a hard reset.

apparently, htc has a soft reset. *a total retard!*

suddenly, he came home.

damn.

I was like prepared to say hello or what.

but when he came into her room.

he didn't look at me when I look up.

& I was like waiting for him to notice me, so I can say hello.

well, afterall, I am a guest at his/her house.

so since I know him, I should technically say hello.

but I was totally IGNORED!



my heart just crumbled into a thousand, million pieces.

but I can't just change my mood as when I like right?

I still have to help Yuting configure her htc.

at that moment, I donno why. I just feel like shit!

I was thinking that is it that he still thinks that I can't face him,

that's why he refuse to look at me?

I am trying to look forward by taking the first step, like saying hello.

or even a nod to indicate a hello.

but no.

at that time, I too start to think that,

am I that irksome to him.

or do I disgust him?

that much that he doesn't even wanna look at me.

I just donno what to say.

all I can say is that

I suck.
I didn't know that my presence disgust you.
whatever I do, you find me irksome.



or is it that you do not want me to cry anymore?

that you just totally walk off...

or is that you didn't notice that I was about to say hello.



your hair is long.
are u thinking of cutting it soon?