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04:00 him him him..

Yuan Yuan says I must voice out my thoughts to him.

so here it goes..

I MISS YOU.

THERE'S A THOUSAND TIMES THAT I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I MISS YOU..ALOT

I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP HOPE.

'COS HOPE IS ALWAYS LIVING IN EACH & ONE OF US.

I WANT TO MESSAGE YOU LIKE WE USED TO.

I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU.

THERE'S A THOUSAND TIMES THAT I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO YOU.

FOR THE HURT THAT I'VE CAUSED YOU.

NO AMOUNT OF TEARS CAN STOP FLOWING WHENEVER I AM THINKING OF YOU.

OF US.

OF EVERYTHING.

I WANT TO SAY SO MUCH MORE.

BUT THE FEELINGS, THE HURT, THE HOPE AND OTHERS THAT RESIDE IN ME...

ARE CONSTANTLY BEING VOICE OUT IN HERE.

TILL I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUT IT ANYMORE.

I HOPE THAT YOU WILL READ IT.

& KNOW HOW I AM FEELING SINCE YOU WENT AWAY.



there! I've said it...again...again...again & again.

till I have nothing more to write.

I am afraid of...everything.

that he will continue to give that 'i-can't-be-bothered' replies

that he will slowly disappear to nothingness.



on a window shopping spree today.

looking at the prices for Er Nai's birthday present..

shh...I am not gonna tell what I've bought for her.

will let you guys know when the time is right.

so for these few days till Saturday.

I will be working my ass off for her birthday.

I hope that she will like the present that we got for her.

psst...truth to be told. I manage to look for 9, including myself, to share the present.

not an easy feat I tell you!!

wahahahaha....

pictures of her present will b posted soon...

:)