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01:52 chatted with KK last night when I took it down.

was tearing while thinking back what happened.

1 month.

he's been dominating my thoughts, mood, everything.

crap.

it feels like I can't really complain in here!

as much as I want him to read it.

but from what he told me last night.

I'm afraid that I gave the wrong signal by putting the name there.

I FEEL SO CRAP NOW.

feel a wave of sadness when Valerie was asking how I was doing.

sometimes I feel being left out from my lovely clique,

mainly of my age.

but sometimes I just adore them.

haha...

I think I am nuts in the head.

haha...

I think I simply think too much

ok whatever..

sometimes I think,

why can he get out of the misery while I can't?

isit, he pulled himself away quickly, like how he came in my life, quickly?

haha..

guess I shall work hard..

double hard to not let him dominate my thoughts or mood.

I will continue as I have planned for his birthday.

mainly, it's his birthday!!

that's all...

haha...no hidden agenda!

I am really a simple person!

I don't really ask for much!

happiness is what I cared for!

it's just a normal present.

like I said...

I THINK

I am ready to face him.

with a smile on my face! =))

but....is he ready to see me?