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22:56 it's hurting much more this week than the last.

I donno why..

I just feel depressed, sad & heartache

I miss him alot.

I wan to hug him

I wan to tok to him.

tell me why am I suddenly feeling this way?

my 2nd time in my life that I can't get over a person.

why did he gave up?

wat's wrong with me.

he gave up the hope about us,

then why am I still clinging on to the memories of him & I

when we were in happier times?

I wan so much to

chat with him,
hug him,
& lots more.

just being/meeting up with him is always what I look forward at the end of the day.

I am tearing right now.

which it does not really happened that much while I was typing about him, previously?

wat's wrong with me?

Hiding it away makes me feel depress, heartbreaking
Talking about it makes me feel heartaching
Thinking about it makes me sad & wish that everything will be back
NOT doing all of the above
makes me depress, heartaching, sad & no amount of words can describe how I feel.

I JUST WANT HIM
TO LOOK FOR ME
TO TALK TO ME
TO HUG ME
& lastly,
TO BE BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS



I noe I am boring my readers with my whining about him.

but I can't find anything to talk about, other than him.

I MISS HIM...I REALLY MISS HIM...

I MISS THE TIMES THAT WE HAD TOGETHER.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, I MISS HAVING HIM WITH ME.

WHAT SHOULD I DO? HAVING TO LIKE HIM STILL.

I JUST WAN TO STAY SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN HIDE FOREVER.

EVEN THOUGH I NOE IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.

I just makes me depressed that he has move on so fast.

while I'm being left here alone to deal with everything.

why does he let go so readily

& yet I can't!

My heart is aching again.