what about today.

IT IS EUGENE'S 18TH BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!

stupid Eugene said something about going watch movie...ended up, he had other plans going on !!

well whatever it is...HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY EUGENE!! :))

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went Phuture with Yuting, Zhengqi & a couple of his friends last night.

it was really a last minute thing.

haha...Zhengqi is actually sorta like my lil' bro!something like a god-brother haha..noe him since when we were in secondary school.

think he noes I'm still quite sad..so i guess that's why he asked me out for a drink.

so nice of him. haha...

& maybe thank me for giving him advice for his complicated love-life!! haha..

it seems that people are having complicated love life man..

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as I was talking about clubbing in Phuture.

guess who I saw?

I don't think you guys need to guess lar..it's HIM

yep..I was kinda jittery when Yuting kinda spotted him, but she brushed it off as a case of mistaken identity.

well, ended up, it wasn't!

was upset when I saw him, depressed even

I thought I had forgotten about the sadness.

guess that...I have not

I'm so sorry to Yuting & Zhengqi..

for bawling my eyes out.

okay, not that serious. just tears that can't stop controllably

all the sadness just came flooding back into my mind.

why do you say that you are not brave
why do you have to say that you are willing to risk it
& in the end you just gave up without trying
just 'cos of the cake & the cold treatment I've been giving you, you just wanna give up
why do you have to make me believe in what you said & let me carry that hope
& in the end, you just say do not pin any hope on you
so what you have ditch by your gf before?
then do you have the right to end something which you made me believe?

ya there's always better guys out there, but for now you don't have to say those words to make me give up.

ya TIME will solve everything

but will time REALLY solve the thing once & for all?

time will only cover the hurt, but it does not solve everything

yes, darling Yuting I've said that time will help you forget.

'cos he two-timed you.

yes, I noe time will help me forget about pain.

but I just can't forget about the Hurt, Confusion & of cos, Weng Fei.

tell me? how am I supposed to do?