what about today.

it's been a week..

since he said he got no more feelings for me...

anymore...

think it was around this time that he told me that?

I keep giving myself HOPE that we can be alright together again..

still it's hope right?

hmm...guess with sleeping late at night & waking up LATE in the morning

guess I haven't been straying my thoughts that much!

well...

I just hope that I will be able to get out of the sadness soon...

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did I mention that I kinda "broke" the rule about not messaging him?

well I did...

Tong managed to persuade me to give him a message so as to see whether he will reply or not.

see whether..I donnoe..just see how he feels about me?

at the same time, I've really got question regarding downloading of Heroes

keep making me pissed off by asking for password..argh

guess wat?

he did replied..

but the feeling from him, I think it's gone...truly...gone...

was kinda sad with his reply...

but was glad he DID replied

needless to say, I was happy to receive his message

I noe he just wanna treat me as a friend..

but the word 'friends' just manage to break my heart in two/pieces

haiz...wat can I do?

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got a present from Lye Yong yesterday

the GV metal bucket with cow imprint on it

it's pink this time round..

had the yellow previously..

so now I was hoping to get the blue bucket

but that's not the problem..

problem is that I was confused as why he gave me that...

everyone was asking whether it was my b'dae present from him..

-.-

weird...don u think?