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Friday, October 26, 2007 : intensity of a heartache
two nights..
i haven't been writing in my blog.. wanted to write...but guess my sleepy-ness kicked in went out with Madeleine, Shihui & Alicia shopped, played pool & looked for Eric & Valerie at Suntec Subway. after that, met up with Yuting. think something's wrong with me, I would get restless at around 6-7pm. I don't know why I'm so restless about.(think it's about the time he got home from work too.) think I'm missing him lots. just that I didn't voice out. mainly is that I don't know how to say it out & I feel that I don't want to touble anyone with my troubles. I wan to type some more.other stuff. but it seems that I have nothing to write except him. about how much I'm missing him. start to think about the message he sent 2 nights ago. "...I should be sorry too. Hope you get over the feeling too. Don pin too much hope on me. I still got a long way to start of my future.." "...I also sad for quite sometime since you start the cold. Even till after the cake incident. I tot tat time you really wan be frenz. So....." "...Maybe its not time for me get a gf when i not mature enough. After my ns and study first. But still don wan you pin hope on me. There is always a better guy. K?..." was kinda sad & depressed when I saw the "long start of my future" part. feels it's kinda selfish.. well everything I've written here, it's all my wishful thinking isn't it? but it still doesn't hurt to wish for that to happen right?
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