what about today.

I donno how long the heartbreak post is gonna last..

but I wanna write down my feelings rather den put it away..

I figure out it's time that I should evolve into a different person..

back to the way I had...

say out my thoughts & feelings.

sunday..

a week since I last saw him.

still missing him.

but it more manageable now.

BUT it is still the same at night.

when I'm alone in my room.

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same feeling as on Saturday.

don even wanna get up for work today.

didn't slp till 6 in the morning..

was trying to finish my Magician of Love 爱情魔发师

now at episode 17 of part 2 le!!

gonna finish in 5 episode time!

=)

I do want to sleep,

but,

everytime I lie on my bed, I would automatically start thinking of him.

Meitong says that, this ME is dangerous.

says that I'm in this unhealthy r/s too deep..

haha..mayb I am.

but the bottomline is that

I can't help but to mourn abt the things that had happened, even when I so do not wan to.

aching has subside, during the day.

so as it goes on, I hope that I can keep that part, retreating in that one corner.