Friday, October 19, 2007 : heartache part3
21:58
today is the 3rd day...
idling away since I got home from school...
watching Magician of Love...
all of the sudden, start thinking of him...missing him
thinking of,
how he used to gif a peck on my forehead (for no reason)
how he wld come to my void deck to 'surprise' me after, meeting up with his frens
how he wld give me tights hugs (for no reason as well)
& how I would snuggle up to him & chat
all of the sudden it's kinda painful now...
I noe it doesn't matter anymore..but I still miss him...
well on the lighter note,
I had dinner, small portion but felt super full. it was cooked by my mum! such a long time since she cooked...
I didn't tear while I was in school today...
actually was feeling better...till I start thinking of him when i got home, while watching some show on youtube...
filled my day with downloading bleach, heroes & hairspray yesterday...
& also trying to crack the code for heroes!
wondered how he did it..
back to the topic,
I am still missing him, but at least I am not tearing that hard unlike the past 2 nights...
missing him & thinking of him...now....
