what about today.

the 12th post..about him

after chatting with my colleague Alvin, I managed to let the whole complicated relationship go.

2weeks have gone.

if he can let it all go, all the more I must do it.

so now..finally I've let it go..

okay..I'm kidding

just letting it go..in the sense that just let everything fall into places/pieces..

treat him back as a friend again...

nah..I don't think I will be hoping to be back with him.

he made his sentence very clear...twice

if it doesn't, well it's alright.

if it does, I don mind at all.

sure I will miss him,

but I will have to keep those as memories right?

like how I told Yuting, suppress my feelings for him

although I have let it go, doesn't mean the heart has been healed.

think I just leave it like this for the moment.

safeguard the memory of him. the memory of him & me together happily.

my usual rumblings about him:

为什么你说变就变？
可能像你说我们的脾气和个性不合吧。
难道我在你心里一点份量都没有吗？
你害怕，那我就不怕吗？
我知道这些都是回忆。
我真得很希望我们能重新开始。
很希望我能挽回我所失去的。
可惜这已经太迟了。
很渴望我们能想重前那样那么开心。
真希望你未来有我参与的一份。