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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 : movies : The Last Breath
I been kinda busy with whatever things I can get my hands on, ever since I've let him go. met up with KK for a movie after school. caught The Last Breath. it's been a long time since I've catch a show. well....since after my trip to Taiwan, was supposed to catch some shows with him. so anyway, although I'm a big fan of horror movies, I am as timid as a rat when I'm facing it. was supposed to meet him at 3.30-4. but the lecturer let us off early. so basically, I was rotting at Bishan till 4. but thankfully, I had Alicia with me! (: --------------------------------- chatting with Alicia about guys, in random. she was telling me about how 1 of her friend like this girl for quite some time. then suddenly, he gave up. reminded me of him, actually. anywae, the guy was telling her that he did try to ask for a 'relationship' with her, but she didn't answer him. so after that few attempts, he gave up & let go. well the reason is that, he was kinda 'sian' of asking without any confirmation in return. hmm..guess I truly realize how Weng Fei feels. well I'm sorry for the 'sian-ation' you felt. 'cos I always feel that you should ask a girl directly. (I'm a super big softie) it sounds more sincere. but after wat Alvin told me, I feel that I should've blame you or anything. 'cos you are just being who you are. you comfortable in your pace, while I've been pushing you. for that, I am truly must apologize. hope it's not too late!! I am sorry. --------------------------------- so anywae back to the topic. The Last Breath with KK. that idiot tried to scare me during the show! thankfully, he didn't look scary in the first place. okay, I was scared. & when I'm scared, I would kinda mumbled vulgarities. "fuck...fuck...fuck...wtf wtf wtf(long form pls)...CB...CB...CB(long form as well)" ahhh...those wonderful language!! & the list goes on! in short I will make alot of noises that is. overall, the movie was kinda killjoy! lotsa confusion going on, as they sub in little bits of stories in. --------------------------------- went to rot at Bishan Library after our dinner. I was waiting for Er Nai to finish work. sweet KK offered to accompany me. thx alot! :) had conference with Val, Mad & Eugene. apparently Val was featured on Channel 8. something to do with those actors being someone else & sell something for a day. Val's actors were Aileen Tan & Liu Qian Yi. sorry darling for missing the show. --------------------------------- anyway the funny thing is that when I passed the phone to KK, they thought he was someone else! LOL... worse, I think Eugene thought he was my brother!! haha... it was really funny. had a long chat with KK or anyone else for the longest time. I enjoyed myself tremendously. even managed to borrow 2 Jeff Archer's book. with by KK's standard, very thick! --------------------------------- the day ended with meeting up Er Nai at Bugis.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 : damages!!
burned my finger during DE (digital electronics) today. okay, I was exaggerating abit. not burned, just got shocked by the heat the IC (integrated chips) was giving out. just 'cos I didn't put the semi-circle (which is the head) upwards. the whole thing couldn't work. thankfully, I managed to save it before it burned. but...my finger got a slight 'shocked'. anyone wanna sayang me? :) DE was fun. guess I'm a weird girl! the wires got me worked up happily. haha..it is really fun, but how am I gonna memorize the truth table & boolean expressions for the exams. went out shopping with Alicia after school. she wanna show me her 10bucks bag & the shoes she's been desperately wanting to get. (she got it in the end. before she showed me, that is) pity the 10bucks bag only left the algae green, which didn't appeal to me AT ALL. so which we left for Sim Lim. Alicia managed to get the headphones she wanted. at the price of 10.90bucks.. same kind like Alfee's. haha.. my, aint't she a happy girl? went over to bugis area, got myself a blusher (shocking!!), earrings, top coat-cum-base coat from Manicare & a bag! the total? it cost me a whopping 50bucks! my week allowance gone! $$$! I need more $$$! even more shocking news? I got my bill... 300bucks! 'cos of overseas SMS-es... brings back the wonderful memories of Weng Fei! missed him too much while I was holiday-ing in Taiwan. exchanged quite a few messages. speaking of him, I managed not to think of him today. my fingers nearly itches of messaging him. but glad to say, I managed to control myself fine. gimme a round of applause! :) & throw in a hug if you please/can! :) P.S : guess wat? Alicia got me a b'dae present! a purse! here's the evidence! :)  the purse that Alicia got for my belated birthday! thx babe! muackz.. :)  the 50bucks damanged!!  a close up of my damages!!  the silly me of the day! did a cross-eyed! & they loved it! haha..
Sunday, October 28, 2007 : the 12th marks the end
the 12th post..about him after chatting with my colleague Alvin, I managed to let the whole complicated relationship go. 2weeks have gone. if he can let it all go, all the more I must do it. so now..finally I've let it go.. okay..I'm kidding just letting it go..in the sense that just let everything fall into places/pieces.. treat him back as a friend again... nah..I don't think I will be hoping to be back with him. he made his sentence very clear...twice if it doesn't, well it's alright. if it does, I don mind at all. sure I will miss him, but I will have to keep those as memories right? like how I told Yuting, suppress my feelings for him although I have let it go, doesn't mean the heart has been healed. think I just leave it like this for the moment. safeguard the memory of him. the memory of him & me together happily. my usual rumblings about him: 为什么你说变就变？ 可能像你说我们的脾气和个性不合吧。 难道我在你心里一点份量都没有吗？ 你害怕，那我就不怕吗？ 我知道这些都是回忆。 我真得很希望我们能重新开始。 很希望我能挽回我所失去的。 可惜这已经太迟了。 很渴望我们能想重前那样那么开心。 真希望你未来有我参与的一份。 P.S: I miss the snuggling times that we had, the hugs that we always gave each other, the way we always being playful with each other & the kisses we had. P.P.S: I remembered the time he asked me to slepp over at his house, worried that I might over slept..again...for my paper! I wondered will he do that for my paper again? or, act as my alarm clock, waking me up so that I will not be late for school. hearing his voice in the morning definitely bring smiles. I missed those calls he gave! damn...I miss him all together!! P.P.P.S: the whole entry...lotsa contradiction, sounds like I can't bear to that part of memory locked up. guess I simply miss him too much. i love you is 3 words, i miss you is 3 words, i give up is also 3 words. i chose the 1st 2, instead the 3rd came closing in.
Saturday, October 27, 2007 : suffering
I donno why.. I just feel depressed, sad & heartache I miss him alot. I wan to hug him I wan to tok to him. tell me why am I suddenly feeling this way? my 2nd time in my life that I can't get over a person. why did he gave up? wat's wrong with me. he gave up the hope about us, then why am I still clinging on to the memories of him & I when we were in happier times? I wan so much to chat with him, hug him, & lots more. just being/meeting up with him is always what I look forward at the end of the day. I am tearing right now. which it does not really happened that much while I was typing about him, previously? wat's wrong with me? Hiding it away makes me feel depress, heartbreaking Talking about it makes me feel heartaching Thinking about it makes me sad & wish that everything will be back NOT doing all of the above makes me depress, heartaching, sad & no amount of words can describe how I feel. I JUST WANT HIM TO LOOK FOR ME TO TALK TO ME TO HUG ME & lastly, TO BE BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS --------------------------------- I noe I am boring my readers with my whining about him. but I can't find anything to talk about, other than him. I MISS HIM...I REALLY MISS HIM... I MISS THE TIMES THAT WE HAD TOGETHER. MOST IMPORTANTLY, I MISS HAVING HIM WITH ME. WHAT SHOULD I DO? HAVING TO LIKE HIM STILL. I JUST WAN TO STAY SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN HIDE FOREVER. EVEN THOUGH I NOE IT'S IMPOSSIBLE. I just makes me depressed that he has move on so fast. while I'm being left here alone to deal with everything. why does he let go so readily & yet I can't! My heart is aching again. : 2 weeks has past
"...I watched you go You've taken My heart with you Oh yes you did... ...So if I did something wrong Please tell me I wanna understand 'Cause I don't want This love to ever end... ...Maybe I didn't know How to show it And maybe I didn't know What to say... ...And I swear If you come back In my life I'll be there till the end of time... ...And I swear I'll keep you right By my side..." "...My heart can't seem to learn to part the hold
you left your mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark... ...If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know I'd never let you go..." Friday, October 26, 2007 : silly pictures
met up with Eeling & Yuan Yuan after school today.. returned Eelingo's store key. went on to find Yuting's mum while waiting for the duo to finish their work. had dinner at the zi cha at upper circular road. had it wayy too full. bloated. went to do window shopping at Raffles City. slack at Burger King for awhile. kena bullied by Eeling & Yuan. for being out of love. had fits of laughter in the train regarding searching of seats. Yuan is the new Ah Pek in-training. managed to make Eeling tear so hard from all the fits, which made her look like she's the 1 who's out of love. so here's the "disgusting" photo of Yuan in Burger King.  showing off the piglet key, as his earring.  at the same time, trying to show that he can make tako pachi with his elastic cheek.
: intensity of a heartache
two nights..
i haven't been writing in my blog.. wanted to write...but guess my sleepy-ness kicked in went out with Madeleine, Shihui & Alicia shopped, played pool & looked for Eric & Valerie at Suntec Subway. after that, met up with Yuting. think something's wrong with me, I would get restless at around 6-7pm. I don't know why I'm so restless about.(think it's about the time he got home from work too.) think I'm missing him lots. just that I didn't voice out. mainly is that I don't know how to say it out & I feel that I don't want to touble anyone with my troubles. I wan to type some more.other stuff. but it seems that I have nothing to write except him. about how much I'm missing him. start to think about the message he sent 2 nights ago. "...I should be sorry too. Hope you get over the feeling too. Don pin too much hope on me. I still got a long way to start of my future.." "...I also sad for quite sometime since you start the cold. Even till after the cake incident. I tot tat time you really wan be frenz. So....." "...Maybe its not time for me get a gf when i not mature enough. After my ns and study first. But still don wan you pin hope on me. There is always a better guy. K?..." was kinda sad & depressed when I saw the "long start of my future" part. feels it's kinda selfish.. well everything I've written here, it's all my wishful thinking isn't it? but it still doesn't hurt to wish for that to happen right? Thursday, October 25, 2007 : heartfelt story
I chance upon this while I was surfing the net in school. it kinda reminds me of how I am feeling now. & some parts..are true..while some..haha..wat can I say? the story start here .... A girl in love asked her boyfriend... Girl (g): Tell me... who do you love most in this world? Boy (b): You, of course! (g): In your heart, what am I to you? (b): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib." In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart. After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a long while. However, the youthful couple, due to busy schedule of modern life, the never-ending worries of daily problems, began to drift apart and their life became mundane... All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other... The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated... One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house... At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!" The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!" Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while... He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back... With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up. Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go...? she continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..." Five years have since gone by... He had never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly... She had left the country and back... She had married a foreigner and divorced... He felt anguished that she never waited for him... In one dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart... He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her... One day, they finally met... at the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes... He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them... She smiled at him gently... (b): How are you? (g): I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib? (b): No. (g): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight. (b): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number... nothing has changed. With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye... Good-bye... is it forever not meeting each other again? One week later, he heard of her death... She had perished in New York... in the event that shocked the world... Midnight... Once again, he lit his cigarette... And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart... He finally knew, she was his missing rib that he had carelessly broken... Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury.... most often than not, the outcome(s) could be disastrous and detrimental.... We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones.... And even though we know that we ought to "think twice act wise", it's often easier said than done. Things happen day by day, which are beyond our control... Especially at this moment of the century when the most undesirable event is happening at the other end of the world..... Let us treasure every moment of our lives and everyone in our lives..... "Tomorrow never comes; give and take what you have today"
: sea of sadness
IT IS EUGENE'S 18TH BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! stupid Eugene said something about going watch movie...ended up, he had other plans going on !! well whatever it is...HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY EUGENE!! :)) --------------------------------- went Phuture with Yuting, Zhengqi & a couple of his friends last night. it was really a last minute thing. haha...Zhengqi is actually sorta like my lil' bro!something like a god-brother haha..noe him since when we were in secondary school. think he noes I'm still quite sad..so i guess that's why he asked me out for a drink. so nice of him. haha... & maybe thank me for giving him advice for his complicated love-life!! haha.. it seems that people are having complicated love life man.. ---------------------------------- as I was talking about clubbing in Phuture.
guess who I saw? I don't think you guys need to guess lar..it's HIM yep..I was kinda jittery when Yuting kinda spotted him, but she brushed it off as a case of mistaken identity. well, ended up, it wasn't! was upset when I saw him, depressed even I thought I had forgotten about the sadness. guess that...I have not I'm so sorry to Yuting & Zhengqi.. for bawling my eyes out. okay, not that serious. just tears that can't stop controllably all the sadness just came flooding back into my mind. why do you say that you are not brave why do you have to say that you are willing to risk it & in the end you just gave up without trying just 'cos of the cake & the cold treatment I've been giving you, you just wanna give up why do you have to make me believe in what you said & let me carry that hope & in the end, you just say do not pin any hope on you so what you have ditch by your gf before? then do you have the right to end something which you made me believe? ya there's always better guys out there, but for now you don't have to say those words to make me give up. ya TIME will solve everything but will time REALLY solve the thing once & for all? time will only cover the hurt, but it does not solve everything yes, darling Yuting I've said that time will help you forget. 'cos he two-timed you. yes, I noe time will help me forget about pain. but I just can't forget about the Hurt, Confusion & of cos, Weng Fei. tell me? how am I supposed to do? Wednesday, October 24, 2007 : last heartbreak?
it's been a week.. since he said he got no more feelings for me... anymore... think it was around this time that he told me that? I keep giving myself HOPE that we can be alright together again.. still it's hope right? hmm...guess with sleeping late at night & waking up LATE in the morning guess I haven't been straying my thoughts that much! well... I just hope that I will be able to get out of the sadness soon... --------------------------------- did I mention that I kinda "broke" the rule about not messaging him? well I did... Tong managed to persuade me to give him a message so as to see whether he will reply or not. see whether..I donnoe..just see how he feels about me? at the same time, I've really got question regarding downloading of Heroes keep making me pissed off by asking for password..argh guess wat? he did replied.. but the feeling from him, I think it's gone...truly...gone... was kinda sad with his reply... but was glad he DID replied needless to say, I was happy to receive his message I noe he just wanna treat me as a friend.. but the word 'friends' just manage to break my heart in two/pieces haiz...wat can I do? --------------------------------- got a present from Lye Yong yesterday
the GV metal bucket with cow imprint on it it's pink this time round.. had the yellow previously.. so now I was hoping to get the blue bucket but that's not the problem.. problem is that I was confused as why he gave me that... everyone was asking whether it was my b'dae present from him.. -.- weird...don u think? Tuesday, October 23, 2007 : shocking news!
just found something outrageous!!
shocking news!! be prepared...be very prepared!! OMG... ARGH....wat the hell!! Monday, October 22, 2007 : heartache part6
I miss going to his place after school I miss going to his place after work I miss going to his place after tutoring I miss messaging him during school I miss messaging him during work I miss messaging him during tutoring I thought that I will be okay but it seems that I am truly not...yet just had my last tutoring lesson, was slightly drizzling on my way home. I did an extra 30mins for Chloe's tomorrow's paper. somehow, I miss him messaging me asking/urging me when I'm gonna finish tutoring I miss him picking me up from tutoring. (he only did twice or thrice) all of the sudden I have the impluse to call & tell him how much I misses him...alot I want him to hug me & tell me that everything will be alright or will be back to the way it was. feeling a huge excruciating ache/pain in me. I want the pain to go away, but I know it can't be help 'cos it me, I have to fix it...somehow I can't help but to miss him. lotsa contradiction going isn't it? To be, or not to be, that is the question - Hamlet Act 3, Scene 1, 55–87 -
: heartbreak part5
I donno how long the heartbreak post is gonna last.. but I wanna write down my feelings rather den put it away.. I figure out it's time that I should evolve into a different person.. back to the way I had... say out my thoughts & feelings. sunday.. a week since I last saw him. still missing him. but it more manageable now. BUT it is still the same at night. when I'm alone in my room. --------------------------------- same feeling as on Saturday.
don even wanna get up for work today. didn't slp till 6 in the morning.. was trying to finish my Magician of Love 爱情魔发师 now at episode 17 of part 2 le!! gonna finish in 5 episode time! =) I do want to sleep, but, everytime I lie on my bed, I would automatically start thinking of him. Meitong says that, this ME is dangerous. says that I'm in this unhealthy r/s too deep.. haha..mayb I am. but the bottomline is that I can't help but to mourn abt the things that had happened, even when I so do not wan to. aching has subside, during the day. so as it goes on, I hope that I can keep that part, retreating in that one corner. Sunday, October 21, 2007 : heartbreak part4
this is my 120th post! & it's still about him! Saturday! it's been a week since his feelings start to disappear. (he told me about it when we had our long chat.) --------------------------------- it's the time that we quarrel abt him not letting me noe whether he's coming to pick or not.. in a fit of anger, i told him that threw the cake away that I had bought for him. when in actual fact, it was sitting peacefully in my fridge. (manage to pass it to him when he asked me to go over to his place on Sunday, but I doubt that he knows it was that cake that I 'threw' it away. it was his fav 'cocoa exotic' & cheesecake frm Four Leaves.) I didn't noe that it will lead to the scenerio that we had now. --------------------------------- after a week, getting back to work is hard. especially, what he told me is afterall, still fresh in my mind. totally have no mood to work. don feel like talking to anybody. 'cos it will remind me of our final quarrel, finale of us being so close together. where things will never be the same again. where his feelings suddenly changed. --------------------------------- I was sad, worried & disappointed when he didn't showed up. why didn't he gave me a message in the 1st place? my heart was shattering into pieces when I didn't see him... worried about what had happened to him. I knew he would be late, & waited an extra 30mins after my work hours to wait. but to no avail. I donno whether he knows how I was feeling at the time. but I was kinda devastated, when I heard his sleepy voice over the phone. that resulted in the "fit of an anger, I threw away the cake" kind of scenerio. to think I was delighted over the cake I was getting for him, knowing it was his favorite. --------------------------------- back to today's feelings. seriously, I was moody while on the way to work. trying to drag my feet across the living room to the door. I was late for work, by the way. by 30mins. the whole load of things were going through my mind. why didn't he message me abt not coming? would he come by to chat with me again? will he message me again, even I told him that I will not do it? (I told him that 'cos I don't wanna be reminded of him & gave myself hope that he, 1 day will come back to me.) my heart aches when I thought of the questions/what happened. I WANT IT ALL BACK. BUT I NOE IT WILL NOT HAPPENED AGAIN. I know I am so contradicting myself. forgive me k? --------------------------------- I just don get it that how can he just let it all go, with a blink of an eye? those words you said? you should've have said it. is ur resolve that easy to break? or you just want to prevent yourself from being hurt, that's why ur feelings went away? did you know by doing this, you brought the hurt in me? I noe you have thought abt it for quite some time, can't blame you. but how can ur resolve,ur determination break so fast? it's not abt being brave or what. is how much you want it to happen, isn't it? --------------------------------- I MISS YOU. it hurts more when I reached my workplace. thankfully, my colleague, Alvin, was able to help me forget about what had happened temporarily. hehe he knows him as 先奸后杀. --------------------------------- 'cos whenever he message me, I would always be smiling happily. Alvin was teasing me how the person I'm messaging. whether I'm gonna 先奸后杀 or 先杀后奸. that's how Alvin knows him as. it was kinda funny, cos everytime I message him, Alvin wld tease me abt him. such memories. --------------------------------- I REALLY MISS YOU! --------------------------------- that 40 year old old uncle message me again!
he sent me a message: "see that your on to a new bf...current one not rich enough?" which part of my fucking sentence you don't get it? I DO NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND. saw him while I was having dinner with Eeling & Yuan Yuan. he had the cheek to tell my boss that I was angry with him of some misunderstanding!! fucker...misunderstanding my ARSE! just let go of ur bloody over-zealous imaginative mind of me having a bf! fucker...just go get yourself a gf & lay off me! arsehole!!! JUST BLOODY FUCK OFF & GET YOURSELF A LIFE! ASSHOLE!!! Friday, October 19, 2007 : heartache part3
today is the 3rd day...
idling away since I got home from school... watching Magician of Love... all of the sudden, start thinking of him...missing him thinking of, how he used to gif a peck on my forehead (for no reason) how he wld come to my void deck to 'surprise' me after, meeting up with his frens how he wld give me tights hugs (for no reason as well) & how I would snuggle up to him & chat all of the sudden it's kinda painful now... I noe it doesn't matter anymore..but I still miss him... well on the lighter note, I had dinner, small portion but felt super full. it was cooked by my mum! such a long time since she cooked... I didn't tear while I was in school today... actually was feeling better...till I start thinking of him when i got home, while watching some show on youtube... filled my day with downloading bleach, heroes & hairspray yesterday... & also trying to crack the code for heroes! wondered how he did it.. back to the topic, I am still missing him, but at least I am not tearing that hard unlike the past 2 nights... missing him & thinking of him...now.... Thursday, October 18, 2007 : heartache part2
my heartache is still hurting me.
I so wanna end it right away.. the whole day no matter how i cover it, it's still getting emo/restless in the end... lotsa questions are constantly running thru my mind the whole day. why do you change so fast? why do you haf to leave me alone to fix it, while you can just be yourself? how did you manage to change so fast?can you teach me how you did it? why do you only know just how to apologize? I noe I can't do much. 'cos if I were to keep pleading or whatsoever, it will irritate him or even anyone. I do not wan to be that person. all I wan is to be back the way it was. how could you just let go & pretend everything is alright for you. ya time will solve everything. NO it does not! I just wan it back. but I noe it can't. I donno how long I haf to pick up the pieces that you had crush it. yes, it's my fault as well that I have given you the cold shoulder, that made you gave up on me. guess it's all about retribution!! I just wan it all back. " ... You got me feeling crazy How can you walk away, Everything stays the same I just can't do it What will it take to make you come back Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me Don't leave me crying. Get it back to the way it was If you give me a chance I can love you right But your telling me it wont be enough... ... If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you " P.S: a month after my b'dae! the surprise cake that he got for me! :( haiz.... : with lotsa heartache
our last heart-to-heart chat lasted for 4:08:49hrs... I wanted to end our last chat on a happier tone, but I tink it doesn't ended up in the way that I wanted! I will miss him lots, cos of all the wonderful times together. I will be heartbroken, cos of what he said to me. I definitely will be angry at myself, of the attitude that I given him. lastly, I will be confused, cos he can changed his feelings overnight. I wan us to be together that's why I don mind giving all that I have. & now, I could only cry, in hopes of that I would forget about him & everything. ya ya...I noe time will heal everything.. but it's a slow process...I don wan it to be that slow.. the slower it is, the harder my heart can take... u might ask, how come i don wanna treat him as frens? well I don wan to give myself more hope that his feelings will return & that we can be together again. I noe deep down it's no use..especially if it's a guy. once the feelings are gone, they are never gonna come back. I'm tearing like mad now! tink I stop here. I hope that with time goes by, I will be okay & not thinking about him anymore. P.S: it's been a month since he celebrated my birthday. my surprise birthday cake from him. I had it planned to help him celebrate, but I guess it will not happened.
P.P.S: xxx! I WILL MISS YOU...till the time that I'll be okay! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE! Tuesday, October 02, 2007 : polymates...
I MISS YOU-S!!
VALERIE, MADELEINE, SHIHUI, ALICIA, ERIC, EUGENE!!! HEHE... KNOW WAT? WE SHOULD GO OUT ON SUNDAY, BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS! MUHAHAHA.... ANY TAKERS ON UBIN ON THURS? =) BTW....YOUR PRESENTS ARE WAITING FOR YOU!! =))) p.s: im still trying to post my trip to taiwan...be patient k? :)
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