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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 : underage & cbox
argh!!
wat's wrong with you...u f**king cbox? my tagboard can't work anymore!! I can't see it..! argh...wat in the world is happening to it? it just show "403 Forbidden, could not open error file" whenever i try to access to the website!wat the hell!!! ARGH... how come other pple can c my tagboard...but not me!! sob..wat happen!! =( shan't talk about this! otherwise I will start pulling strands of my hair out!! *weeps pathetically* well went to Zouk underage party yesterday (last night)...with Eugene, Valerie, Madeleine, Beng, Keith & his friends. quite fun. BUT...kinda alot of young kids..! makes me feel kinda old! haha... hmm..it was actually Singtel Young Designer thingy...so I got some freebies..! hehe..a small vial of lovepassport perfume..smells foral if you ask me. it's definiately a bad way to party & go to school the next day! 'cos I woke up at like 0815..when my lesson starts at 0800..!! haha..well can't help it if you reach home like 4plus/5 in the wee hours of the morning! well at least i manage to get home early... all thanks to a certain person!! LOL..thank you so much..I know I owe you a BIG BIG time..! making you wait & all..! LOL.. hehe...THANK YOU!! =P Monday, May 28, 2007 : SHOCKING!!
I just found something out today!!!
OMG... Someone...someone has been reading my blog..! and I so do not have any idea how it happen!! *now argghh..now I know how it happened! haha...seems that people know about my blog whenever I tag on someone's chatbox! LOL... No wonder Melvyn was telling me that he know I've got a blog!! SHOCKING!! I truly thought that I've keep my blog to the maximum lowest profile that I could think of! LOL..guess it didn't work! haha.. well guess it's alright! just hope that you guys don't mind my nonsensical scribbling, a bad serious case of English usage & whatever stuff u can find from my writtings/scribblings. haha...can't of what to write..except to panic for the upcoming common test after the 2weeks holiday! gotta buck up on my maths. not sure about Database, not so sure about Java (I seriously think that I will faint/die from a heart attack, if Uncle NG asked us to write out qns in JAVA language!) & don't think I will even pass in Computing Mathematics (wait a min..thought I just said I gotta buck up on that?) but...I'm so like book for work at Eelingo's (woot..going back there...miss that place..!hehes). but it's all the closing shift...which ends at 1800hrs..study wat shit sia? !@#$%"!#$%'!@#$%"!#$%^&* tink I can just forget about it..! I'm those kind that need to mug mug mug till my brain juices are no more! LOL..especially CMaths...all pure hardwork..! well for now I can say.. GG... Friday, May 25, 2007 : Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End (i)
sob..
everyone seems to be watching Pirates. & I don get the chance to watch! =( I wanna watch!!! can anyone bring me go watch that movie? tink I will b utterly upset, cos I don get to watch the 3rd installment!! I wanna watch! Today is the premiere!! =( who can bring me go watch?? Pretty please... ='( Thursday, May 24, 2007 : Good Java, Bad Life
missed Uncle Ng's java in the morning again! guess that I'm really tired. met Val & Allie, went KF after tapping on our matric card. tink i over spend on food, yet i didn't have any dinner in the end. Uncle Ng was really nice today. Didn't blow his top at us for making noise during the spot the syntax & logical error. What happened to him? He even gave us a clue for the new assignment! Hehe..not bad! LOL... Something happened..shan't disclose so much! It was kinda surprise that my blog was read by him. He used to so uninterested by it. Too much words, make him lose interest easily. Well nvm den. Can't say much under that category! I do write alot. =) The URL to my blog is so long too. Shocking that 1 can remember? LOL..must be the drag down option or something. Shan't say more. Guess keeping things to myself is truly my forte. Haha...cool seh.. Ciaoz~!
Friday, May 18, 2007 : Java, java, java
sob!
have been waking up late for the past few days! rushing for DMD(photoshop; webpage design), Java, DF(database fundamentals), OOPP(java in written language). i go thru hell every thurday, WITHOUT fail! argh..when will be the time that Uncle Ng will not ask us to do java programming & have hand out at 1445hrs SHARP! stupid stupid! Java is suppose to be fun! Just 'cos of Uncle Ng! haiz... well gotta go & complete 1 hellva Programming of using the "While" functions! argh...some1...just help me! Please...please...please... Wednesday, May 16, 2007 : Good Luck, Yuting
please stop hallucinating, indulge in your illusion or whatever! ya welcome. but i feel bloody disappointed in you! Just because of a guy, a guy that is not worth ur tears, you choose to go back to him. Even though his heart is truly no longer by your side. Yet....yet you beg, plead or whatever to take you back. YOU agree to change for the better just to keep him by your side! Remember what happened to his previous ex-girlfriend? making a huge fuss outside his house..I didn't tink that you would want to walk in her foot steps. You make me fly down, 'cause you needed a fren. You were crying to me that you don haf the intention to get to patch up with him (if he comes back crawling to you). & ended up having illusions that he is beside you & loving you with all his heart. GET THIS STRAIGHT! HE'S NO LONGER INTO YOU!!! YES. HE HAS GIVEN YOU A CHANCE FOR YOU TO CHANGE FOR A BETTER PERSON (LIMITED PERIOD = 1 MONTH), YET HE IS STILL GOING TO GENTING WITH HER! GET IT STRAIGHT INTO YOUR THICK SKULL! if he is really serious into going back to you, with giving you all those TINY HOPE that you hoped for, he wouldn't be even going to GENTING with that girl! All you care is about the LITTLE HOPE that you have, hoping that he will change his mind and come running back into your arms! pls just stop! no use... I have enough of talking. Just do whatever you deem fit! I have no right in making decisions for you! I just do not want to be the one to say "I TOLD YOU SO". Take care, 'cos you will be on your own from now on. I will still be here helping you getting over your sorrows. Goodbye & good luck, Yuting. Wednesday, May 09, 2007 : I just want to melt into Nothing-ness!
feeling very miserable! feel like crying myself to sleep everytime I tink of it! how? how am I gonna survive the rest of the nite? not gonna sleep? had a fight with HIM! HE said that I've nelgected HIM for my frens. HE said that even that 1 day of the week I didn't reserved for HIM. HE said that I've changed to someone HE don't noe anymore. HE said that whenever I am out with him, I turn him off. It apply otherwise for my frens! HE thinks that I don't have any emotion after HE said all of the above. It's all because of the stupid NOTES HE needed from CMS(Chapter2 Maths). why doesn't HE understand that I wanted to print it at home so that HE doesn't need to rush anywhere. HE was the 1 who told me that HE finish at 1630. Since I finish school at 1400, I thought that I could help him print instead staying in school & print! Clearly, what I thought was wrong! Everything! HE just feel that I like to have fun with my friends all the time! YES. I DO! but I did know that helping you print your notes was important! YOU were the 1 who said NEVER MIND in the end. and NOW, YOU are blaming for something that I was so readily to help! WHAT the hell wrong have I done? I did reserve the day for YOU! OUR ANNIVERSARY(FRIDAY). SATURDAY! Again, CLEARLY what I thought was wrong! I took off on Saturday, cos YOU will be staying in school till 2130 for lesson! being thoughtful has no uses to me. I might just go away! what's wrong with spending time with my friends? they will be my classmates for the next 3years! I will be needing their help if I don't get thing from lecture! I did asked YOU out on MONDAY! but YOU told me that YOU have a quiz to study! so I let YOU study! YES. I haven't been calling YOU whenever I got home! cos I'm always tired & I have the tendency to forget. I AM SORRY ALRIGHT! I didn't called YOU last NIGHT cos I slept the moment I got home! I did called YOU, but YOU were sleeping! if something I've done once doesn't count! then, just let it be that I never called you once I got home, since I started poly! I turn YOU off when we go out? YOU don't do those sweet little things anymore! YOU forgot about cheering me UP, when YOU know that YOU have made me angry. I feel like a total stranger/friend when I'm out with YOU. YOU don't cuddle me anymore! I just like a total loser saying that! FORGET IT! I did try to ask YOU join my friends & I when we are out! but guess wat? YOU said it's all too weird for YOU to join us! cos they are younger than YOU? WHY? guess I will never know! YOU just feel too weird that's all! I don't feel anything when YOU said that! ya. thanks for knowing SO well after a YEAR of courtship! YEP. I have the heart of STONE! think what YOU may. cos I know whatever I've said, IT will be USELESS! the conclusion: I just want to melt away into NOTHINGNESS! I AM A SELFISH FREAK! I SHOULD BE CONDEMN IN HELL! & I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING ME REALIZE HOW MUCH OF A JERK I HAVE BECOME!
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